°𝖕hilo𝖕hobia
(n.) fear of falling in love or being in loveB O O K // O N E
―selflessness isn't always a virtue
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AQUILA LYCORIS BLACK learned from a young age that love is purely conditional — that it blesses you with its soft graces only so long as you keep your wrists tied and let your joints bend to the muses of a masked marionette bathed in flower-scented smoke. Strings snipped, it vanishes into a faded ghost, bearing the face of an invisible friend of a childhood long past.
YET, love controls her life unconditionally until she is nothing more than sprinkled shards of glass stained crimson across her family's noble and most ancient blood tapestry.
BUT SHITE, Aquila doesn't get scorched without a hard fight.
aquila lycoris black
❝ Disgracing Mother isn't a career, Snuffles. ❞
remus john lupin
❝ Pete...did you steal my chocolate again? ❞
peter walter pettigrew
❝ Has anyone seen my wand? ❞
sirius orion black
❝ Look at me! Even I'd shag me. ❞
james fleamont potter
❝ You know you love my dimples, Quila. ❞
also: timothee chalamet as regulus black, asil moussa as jamillah shafiq, sophie turner as lily evans, louis garrel as severus snape
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F O R E W O R D
As always, the Harry Potter universe belongs to J.K. Rowling. I only own my original characters and non-canon plot. THIS IS A RE-WRITE of the Philophobia Series, originally published in 2018. While I am immensely grateful for the success it received, I've grown a lot as a writer since and feel that it doesn't quite deserve the recognition it got. As such, this is a newly re-edited version with more characters, plot changes, and stronger character development.
Thank you, my lovely readers, for your patience, kindness, and continued support <3
WARNING: This story will dive into some mature themes, including recreational drug use, physical and sexual abuse, and self-harm. Please note that some of the content may bring discomfort and be triggering.
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°Original Philophobia Book One
1st published December 23, 2017
completed February 3, 2018°Edited Philophobia Book One
1st published October 10, 2020
completed March 12, 2021.
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𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐀⓵ ⦊ 𝘳. 𝘭𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘯 ✓
Fanfiction⫶⫶⫶ ᴩ ʜ ɪ ʟ ᴏ ᴩ ʜ ᴏ ʙ ɪ ᴀ ʙ ᴏ ᴏ ᴋ ᴏ ɴ ᴇ ⫶⫶⫶ ― Aquila Lycoris Black knew she was a fucking cliché . . . but that didn't mean she couldn't have a spot of fun with it. When it came to young love, however, A...