Arranged marriage- Mattia polibio

Love

I wake up in Mattia's chest in the fort I look up and see him peacefully sleeping I smiled and trace his jawline he was perfect so cute I got on his lap and gently kissed his lips
Me: wake up baby I said in a calm voice and his eye fluttered open
Mattia: hey beautiful I can get used to waking up like this every morning he said in a raspy voice I smiled and kissed him again he liked really tired I know he is
Me: baby go my down upstairs I will clean up and be up ins min
Mattia : no I can help he says rubbing his eyes
Me: no it's ok go relax you look tired and take off your shirt he raised and eye brow but nodded he went uostairs and I cleaned everything up and accidently droooed his laptop and it cracked and my mouth dropped I got testy eyes because I didn't know if he would hit me I grabbed the laptop and went upstairs
Me: ummm tia I say and he turns to me
Mattia: yeah what's wrong
Me: I uhh accidentky dropped your laptop and it cracked I'm sorry is say looking down he walked to me and gently placed the laptop on the desk and reached for my chin but I flinched and his face dropped
Mattia: hey hey look at me he says greatly grabbing my chin and when I looked in his eye he gave me a smile
Mattia: it's ok baby and I would never ever lay a finger on you ok he said rubbing my cheek I nodded and he wiped my tears
Mattia: now stop crying I hate seeing my princess cry he said pouting I lightly giggled and he smiled
We kissed and he threw me on the bed and lemme tell you we got to WORK
4 hours later
Mattia: h-h-how y-y-you do that he said shocked from when I rode him and gave him head and I was in shock to his head game thooooo and his stroked lorrddddd
Me: w-a-whoa we gotta do that more often he laughed and pulled me to his chest and I sleeper his bare ass
Me: look at all that ass he looked at me serious.
Mattia: don't do dat
Me: but you can slap my ass and he slapped mine hard
Mattia: exactly and we laughed
Me: tia?
Mattia: yes he said rubbing my back
Me: are you ever scared about getting married
Mattia: I was at first then when we got k know eachother that all went away he said kissing my forhead
Me: I'm still not tryna wear a dress and he laughed we took a shower and got changed into some chill clothes and I was on a baby mood I wanted to be all up under him and I think he enjoyed it but I think I might be annoying him. We are on the couch cuddling just talking
Mattia: baby I have to go do one file real quick
Me: awwww🥺
Mattia: it's gonna take me less then 10 minutes I nodded and sat up he kissed my lips and went to his office
10 minutes later he came back and sat next to me and I just stayed in my spot I didn't want to annoy him
Mattia: hey why aren't you crawling to me 🥺 I smiled and slowly crawled onto his lap straddling him and kissed all I've this face and he was just giggling like a little boy
Mattia: you missed 🥺 he said pointing at his lips I smiled and kissed his lips and we made out and he tried to pull up my shirt but I stopped him
Me: didn't we just do it
Mattia: round 4 ? He said smirking
Me: nope
Mattia: whyyy
Me: well your pull out game is terrible and you refuse to wear a condom and you busted a fat nut in me
Mattia: so
Me: so I don't wanna get pregnant
Matti: I thought you wanted kids
Me: yeah but not now and he just hummed in response
Me: what
Mattia: just the way we were talking about if you and it seem you were ready but it's whatever he said shrugging and tried to move me but I pushed his chest down
Me: no don't walk away talk to me
Mattia: I'm ready for kids
Me: we aren't married yet
Mattia: so we don't need to be
Me: wha-
Mattia: you don't want them just say so
Me: I do tia
Mattia: then what's the problem and I stayed quiet I was scared to open up he sighed and moved me gently then grabbed his phone walking upstairs
Me: wait bab-
Mattia: no it's fine and he slammed the door I sighed and rubbed my face and let him cool down
20 minutes later I walk up and slowly open the door and saw him sitting in his game chair staring into space i closed the door and slowly walked to him
Me: I'm sorry
Mattia: for what
Me: I haven't been honest
Mattia: abouttttt
Me: the kids and he took a deep breath but stayed silent
Me: the truth is I want kids escpesially with you but ... I'm scared and he finally looked at me
Mattia: about what
Me: that I won't be a good mom I said chuckling and wiping my tears and he motioned for me to come and I sat on his lap
Mattia: your gonna he the best mom ever you hear me ? Don't every talk down on yourself like your not a whole queen I blushed and hid in his neck and he chuckled and kissed my cheek
Mattia: I love you
Me: I love you to and we kissed and Mattia pulled away
Me: I want one more 🥺 he smiled and kissed me again he tried to stand up but I wrapped my arms around his neck and legs around his waist and layer on his Shoulder
Mattia: can I got yo the kitchen he said chuckling.
Me: yeah go ahead I said not moving he laughed and grabbed me by my ass standing up and walking downstairs