I wake up form my nightmare and scream breathing hard sweating and I just cry and Mattia shot uo and hugged me
Mattia: what happens
Me: I had a nightmare I was raped again
Mattia: baby i promise as long as I'm around nothing will happen and I nodded he kissed my forhead and held me against his chest and I held him tight and he tired to get up but I cried
Mattia: baby I'm only going pee I will be right back I nodded and he got up I hugged the pillow and cried a couple minutes later I felt a hand in my leg and I started swinging
Me: GET AWAYY MARK!
Mattia: BABY BABY ITS ME he said bringing me into a hug and I cried
Me: I'm a mess
Mattia: no your hurt emotionally and physically it's gonna be ok and I slowly stopped crying
Mattia: you wanna get some food and I nodded he picked me up and carried me to the kitchen
Mattia: what do you want
Me: cereal I whispered And he nodded and made me some cereal he set me in my chair and kneeled in front of me since I wouldn't let go
Mattia: baby I'm gonna be in my office if you jeee me come down
Me: I need you 🥺
Mattia: I know but I really need to get this done then have my full attention and I nodded he tried to get up but I held him tighter
Mattia: princess you have to let go
Me: I don't want to 🥺
Mattia: the faster you let go the faster I come back I slowly let him go and he kissed my forhead and walked out I finished my cereal and sat watching Netflix well I tried I couldn't focus that night just kept coming back I hadn't noticed I was shaking and crying wherever I looked I kept seeing flashing images of what happened and heard my my cried I put my hands over my ears
Me: STOP STOPPP I said crying hard
Me: LEAVE ME ALOME STOPPPPP I cried harder and felt someone grab me but I started kicking and crying harder
Me: STOP STOP STOPPPPP!!!!! And I felt someone pin me down while I cried and my eyes were closed
Me: please stop I say crying
Me: just don't pleases please I say breaking down more
Mattia: princess open your eyes I slowly opened my eyes and saw Mattia on top of me with a sad expresssion and I just busted out crying
Me: make it stop it won't stop I said crying and he got up and pulled me into a hug while straddling his lap
Mattia: I wish I could baby I wish I could be said rubbing my back
Mattia: I think you need a therapist
Me: no as long as you don't leave me I'm ok I said sniffing and my breathing calming down
Mattia: I know I wish I could be with you all the time but yknow I have work and I can't just call out he said moving hair out my face and I nodded
Me: I know I'm gonna try going out today with Alex and he smiled
Mattia: maybe that's it you need to go out have fun away from where it happened and I nodded smiling
Mattia: your gonna have fun get your jails done he said wiggling his finger and I laughed really laughed and he smiled big
Mattia: there's that beautiful smile I blushed and dug my head in his neck
Me: I love you I said looking in his eyes
Mattia: I love you to and I kissed him he was suprised but kissed me I tired to take off his shirt but he stopped me
Mattia: no your hurt
Me: yeah but I know what I want I said kissing him again and he kissed back but pulled away
Mattia: no your emotional I don't wanna take advantage of you
Me: but-
Mattia: no
Me: man why you gotta be so caring and he laughed
Me: can I get another kiss🥺 he smiled and kissed me and I kissed him one more time and ran my fingers through is hair
Me: now you could finally get a break from me
Mattia: I don't need one imma miss you 🥺 I smiled and called Alex to get ready and I took a shower and got changed
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Arranged marriage- Mattia polibio
FanficJordan is 18 fresh out if high school she is a bad bitch and lives in a community where there is a lot of gang activity her mom left and it's just her dad and she has one best friend he is gay. Mattia polibio is 18 as well mom left to and just has...