You Found Me (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter Twenty-One

Sorry for the pov changes. Struggled writing it from one perspective.

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Harry's Pov

It's currently Monday and I have no motivation to do anything. I texted Paul and told him I wasn't going to school this week. I have fallen deep and theres nothing I can do. I'm not myself anymore, I don't know who I am anymore. I knew that it would be hard being alone and being away from Louis, but I didn't expect myself to completely shut down like I have. I can't leave my bed, I can't do my school work, I have lost my appetite and I can't even force anything down.

Call me dramatic but when everyone you thought loved you left its hard to not get attached when someone shows interest. I miss Louis so much but I can't talk to him. I see him call everyday but I can't bring myself to answer, knowing he's out having the time of his life and being fine without me hurts enough. Also all of the things the fans have said online have really gotten to me.

Now that the fans know my account I am constantly getting tagged in posts and they are sending me things. Although there are plenty of fans that are amazing and nice and kind, it can't compare to the hundreds of comments I am getting saying that I am no good for Louis. And I have come to agree with them.

Checking the time I see it is nearing midday. Still not being able to get myself out of bed I roll over and try and go back to sleep.

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Louis Pov

It's Monday night and yet again Harry hasn't answered any of my texts or calls during the day. This is the third day in a row and I am starting to get worried. I know he has his school work to focus on and exams coming up next week, but he always made time for my calls.

I also got a message from the school today saying Harry didn't attend. This giving me more of a reason to be worried. Harry never misses school, he knows it's important for him to go in and check up with his teachers. Not knowing what else to do I send Paul a message asking about Harry and if he has heard from him.

Getting a reply within minutes he says, 'Harry said he isn't going to school this week, that's all I heard'. Sighing I try to call Harry again.

Ring ring ring...... beep.

No answer.

"Louis!?" Looking up I see Niall coming excitedly over to me. But as he gets closer his smile drops. "Louis? Whats wrong?"

Looking up I try my best to smile. "I'm okay. It's nothing."

"Lou is it Harry again?" Nodding, he takes a seat next to me. Putting his arm around my shoulders I lean into his embrace. "Whats going on?"

Sighing I explain. "Harry still hasn't answered any of my calls or texts, I got a message from the school today, he didn't show up to any class. So I asked Paul what was happening and apparently Harry told him he wasn't going to school. I'm worried he has seen things online, he promised he wouldn't go on any socials but I know the temptations he can get and I have seen some pretty nasty comments about him. I don't know what to do." Looking down at my lap Niall brings me closer.

"It's probably hard for him Lou, you are all he has and you've left him. Give him some time, keep trying to contact him but don't get so down. We all know he loves you and will reply back when he's ready." Smiling at me Niall gives me a tight hug. "Thanks Ni." I smile back.

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Harry's Pov

Its Wednesday and I am completely gone. I have barely left my bed, only getting up for a small glass of water and to feed Clifford. Then going straight back to bed. I barely check the time anymore. I have lost all motivation to do anything. I've lost myself.