of course you're better than me
I'm fucking worthlessyou can draw better
write better
sing better
and you're oh so much prettier
I'm patheticbut what did I expect?
all my life, someone has always been better than me
keeping the spotlight permanently trained someplace else
...
aren't I selfish
wishing to be better than the othersforgive me
for I have sinned
not that anyone noticed anyway
the attention was quickly diverted away from me
but it's okay
I like it better when I'm not there
neither black nor white, but somewhere inbetween
.
just grey matter
that doesn't matter

YOU ARE READING
dark poems
Poetrythis seems like poetry and prose sometimes it's more than you'd suppose see, what my mind creates, goes but what that is, nobody knows