Louis sighed softly as he dragged the razor across his skin again. His arm was covered nearly completley from his rist to his bicep in red harsh cuts. Both of his arms actually along with his thighs.He threw the razor across the room and sobbed harshly. Thankfully no one was in so they wouldn't be sowrrying about his cries. He cried and wailed loudly from the stinging pain in his arm and just because he was having one of his bad days. Liam and Niall had both rang since he hadn't bothered going to school , but he didn't answer them back or even text them. His cries quitened and he sniffled softly. Tears were still straming down his face as he stood up and ran a cool bath. Once it was done , he stripped off and glanced at the cuts on his body. It made him feel guilty for hurting and scaring his own skin and he knew that the cuts he had just made would scar and sniffled loudly. He stepped into the bath carefully and relaxed in the water. It wasn't cold but wasn't warm so it soothed his cuts. He smiled sadly as he traced his hands over the cuts. He still didn't feel satisfied but there wasn't enough to to do more. He got out of the bath and dried of then applied some cream to his arms and legs. He sort of just sat there while it dried , crying .
After it had dried , he slipped on some clothes and got into bed. He needed to sleep otherwise he was going to hurt himself even more. His eyes drifted off and he clutched onto his pillow for comfrot as he fell asleep.
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"He hasn't even text " Liam groaned anxiously.
"Liam you know what he's like , besides he might just be sick" Niall shrugged.He wasn't fooling anyone though , they both knew the reason why Louis wan't in and they were very anxious. Usually Louis would at least text to tell them he was ok and put them at ease.
"Don't be stupid Niall" Liam snapped.
Harry walked over just in time to witness Liam's outburst. He sat down awkwardly.He expected Niall to snap back but instead he just rubbed Liam's back.
"I'm sorry Ni" he whispered.
"I know , you're just worried" he said.
"Worried about what?" Harry asked curiously.
"More like who" Niall said.
"Louis" Liam sighed. He sent Louis another text before turning his attention back to Niall and Harry. Harry instantly felt worry.
"Why are you worried?" he asked.
"He's having one of his bad days , we think anyway , he's not answered his phone and isn't in" Niall explained.
Harry's eyes widened and he glanced at Liam. Liam nodded subtly at Harry signalling that it was defintley one of Louis' bad days.
"He's not even answered his texts" He groaned.
"He'll be fine" Niall said.
He wasn't aware of the fact that Louis' cut his own skin though. After school was finished Liam pulled Harry away from Niall to talk.
"I don't know what to do , it must be bad if he's not answering his phone" he said.
Harry nodded.
"He wouldn't do anything stupid would he?" he asked croakily.
"What do you mean?" Liam asked.
"He said sometimes he just doesn't want to be here if he has a really bad day" Harry said.
Liam nodded.
"He wouldn't but he's said that before , i'm gonna drop by his house and see if he's alright on my way back and i'll ring you" he said.
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I'm Trying - Larry Stylinson Fanfiction
Fanfiction"You don't need to be sorry" "What ? but i said all of those things" Louis stuttered in disbelief. Harry kissed his temple and cuddled him close to his body , letting the heat radiate onto Louis. "You needed comfort , and i'm so sorry that you didn...
