Forever Love #Wattys2015

Forever Love

Louis' P.O.V

The moment I left the car was the moment I started cursing myself. I was totally free on saturday but only because I didn't wanted to sound so desperate I told her to come on Sunday. 

So now when I had NOTHING to do, I decided to clean my room. Yeah right I cleaned my room. 

I made up my bed, cleaned my bookshelf and found out some Really-Important-Papers I lost. And thoroughly mopped my room. Even my mother was shocked at this sight. 

While cleaning my room, previous happenings were running in my mind. That poem in her diary. It was soo deep, like she's hiding so much. And I don't know why the hell I'm so curious about it. I don't know why but I feel so attached so her. And I wish I could know her better. I wish I could be the one with whom she will share her thoughts. 

Cause no matter what people says shes surely more than an interest for me. And I never wrote a poem for any girl except her for god sake.  

What possibly could make her tell things to me? Shall I ask veronica for help? Or I should reach out for her sister? But deep inside I felt like I should ask her things straight forward. If she'll be comfortable she'll tell me. 

Okay so this plan is on for tomorrow.

~Sunday~

I woke up at 10am. My mother is out of town so yeah, Daisy will be here in an hour and look at me?  

I brushed and had a quick shower. I wore capri and my favourite striped tee. Simple but awesome? I know. 

Thank holy god the house is clean enough. My hair were a mess but I could care less cause I was hungry. I made myself some pasta and coffee. I heard my doorbell rang. I switched off the gas burner and reached out to open the door. 

Daisy was standing in the doorway with her one hand in air, which she put down awkwardly. I eyed her from head to toe and god How could he look so simple yet so flawless? That fullsleeved dress hugging her curves perfectly.  

Suddenly I was snapped out of thoughts when she said "Hii." I shook my head and said "Hey." 

"Come in." I said giving her way to get in. 

I had to eat pasta so I said "You go upstairs, I'll join you in a minute" I said smiling. She gave me a nod and I headed to kitchen. While I ate my pasta I made coffee for both of us. 

I was two steps away from my room but I could hear some humming song coming. I got into my room and saw Daisy standing near the window humming some music in her melodious voice. 

I had mugs in both of my hand so I tried to close the door with my waist. It made some kind of horrible noise which made Daisy stop humming. I cursed myself for doing that dumb thing. 

I smiled and walked towards her to give her the coffee mug. It made me touch her skin, And every freaking cell in my body tried hard not to react. I turned back to hide my face and sat on the bed. 

I sat on the bed and called her to take a seat. She sat right in front of me, my heartbeats increasing was obvious. 

She was sipping her coffee in peace and here my mind was running. Shall I ask her such questions or not? After this day, either she'll be my good friend, or it'll end before starting. God, why it has to be so complicated. 

I didn't realise Daisy was staring at me weirdly. And the other second she said, "Louis Whats wrong?" 

By that time I was freaking out. "Aa N.Nothing." Stammered wow. 

"Tell mee." She insisted, looking straight into my eyes. 

Its decided, I ain't stepping back. "would you mind if I ask some questions?" I asked finally.  

"No,why would I?" She said, it eased my tension. I took a deep breath and looked into her eyes straight. "What is it Daisy?" I asked. 

"What?" she said, look everywhere but me. 

I was sure, "What it is? Why are you so lost? I've seen it in your eyes Daisy? Why don't you make friends? Why do you go to that tree sit alone, Why do you cry there? What is it? Why do you feel uncomfortable when m around? You know I won't harm you don't you? What is bothering you Daisy? I know we aren't so Close but you can trust me. I promise I wont make you regret it. I want to know I want to help please?" I said, carefully. 

She looked a bit uncomfortable. "Nothing, its N..nothing." She said looking down. I could see tears in those eyes. She rubbed off a tear, and I said "then why are you crying?" I know pushing is not good, but I wasn't ready to give up. 

Those tears were making me weak, I kept my hand on her shoulder and said "Tell me Daisy please, you can trust me love," to my surprise, she didn't flinched this time by my touch. 

This time she looked at me, and said "What should I tell you Louis? That my life is a mess? That my dad hates me? Or may be that my mom died when I needed her the most? That I miss her? Or that I've been bullied and there was no one to help? I don't make friends cause I feel like they'll make fun of me? I sit with that tree and Cry my heart out. Atleast it listens and don't make fun of me? Its a mess Louis its a mess.." And before she could complete it I hugged her. I don't know from where it came, but I wanted to hug her. Every word of hers hurt me, who knew these beautiful eyes were holding so much hurt behind them. And that time, I made a promise to myself that 'I will hold her, I will make he smile, I will love her...always' 

She was crying so hard that I could feel her shaking. I was rubbing her back and holding her weight. I let her cry, Cause this will be one of the last times when she's crying.  

She pulled back, here eyes, nose and cheeks were red, from crying I guess, But she still managed to look cute. She held her hand up to wipe tears. But I gasped when I saw scars from the cuts, she made. Oh gosh, Why this? She's so innocent for such kind of things. "Oh my god." I said." She pressed her lips in a firm line. "A beautiful girl like you doesn't deserve this Daisy. Oh love." I said, shooking my head.  

"Promise me you won't do this again?" I said, Idon't know how much it means to us but for me it does. But what she said afterwards was overwhelming, She said "I'm ready to change, I just need someone to be there, to hold me back," 

"I'm here Daisy, I will listen to you, And I promise I won't make fun," I said and tucked a loose strand of her hair.  

I rolled my sleeve up and said, "And if someone bully or hurt you, You see this?" Showing her my biceps. She laughed, her heart-warming cheerful laugh, which meant world to me.

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