200 miles - Narry

Chapter 8

Me: So I was thinking about something...

Niall: Yeah?

Me: Do you have any plans for the evening?

Niall: Nothing. I was hoping we could Skype

Me: Okay so, my mum is going to work and I was thinking... I can't say it

Niall: Just tell me

Me: How would you feel about phone sex? Or well, Skype sex I guess

Niall: What?

Me: Like, I don't know. We could Skype and like, do stuff

Niall: Are you serious?

Me: Yeah... Sorry it was stupid, I just thought you'd like it. I mean I want to try because, I want to do things with you but we can't because you're there and I'm here, but I thought we could just do it on Skype instead

Niall: It's not stupid, I just thought you were joking

Me: So you want to?

Niall: Yeah

I can't believe I just asked him that but then again, he is my boyfriend now and I want to do these things with him. I'm curious, curious to see his body and I really do want him, and since we can't just have sex like a normal couple would, I came up with an alternative.

I actually can't believe this is me, casually asking my boyfriend if we can do stuff on Skype. Six months ago I would have never done something like this, but somehow Niall has managed to help me build my confidence and these days, I don't feel shy at all. Instead, I feel really confident with him and there isn't a single thing I can't tell him, quite the opposite.

Ever since he asked me to be his boyfriend, which was a while ago, I've been happier than ever. We talk even more now, he is constantly keeping in touch with me and we Skype every day, mostly in the evenings. I call them late night Skype calls and Niall says it sounds like we're doing something dirty.

I tell him pretty much everything. I share even the smallest things with him, I always remember to send him a picture of my meals via Snapchat, I text him while he is at work and tell him what I'm doing. He does the same, he keeps me posted on everything and it really feels like I'm part of everything he does, like I'm a part of his every day life.

Niall's holiday starts in two weeks and we've been talking about him visiting me. My mum is fine with it, she has said Niall can stay here as long as he wants, in fact I'd say my mum is thrilled of the thought of Niall coming here.

We haven't made any promises yet, Niall hasn't talked about actually booking flights and we haven't discussed any possible dates when he could visit it. I keep hoping he would bring it up but he hasn't, and I haven't either because I don't want to push him. After all it's quite big, if he would fly over here and visit me.

Sometimes I can't believe we're actually doing this, that we are in a long term relationship and the only thing we're able to do together is to Skype. We do that every day now, even if Niall has plans with his friends or something to do, he always Skypes me before going to bed and we talk at least for an hour.

It isn't as bad as you'd think, being in a long term relationship and not being able to actually be together. We have managed to survive just fine since we Skype every day, and try our best doing things together like watching movies. I know it hasn't been that long yet, but I'm sure we will be fine.

We try to keep everything as normal as we can and do things together. He takes me to see different places and I always call him via Skype if I go somewhere. We also have our own tradition, every Sunday is a Niall and Harry movie night when we both pick one movie we want to watch, and then we do that while we Skype.