Tommy's POV
"Hey everyone what's up? Today we will be streaming on the Dream SMP. So let's just get started."
"--IT IS COMPLETELY FREE YOU JUST HIT SUBSCRIBE AND THEN PRIME, YOU PROBABLY HAVE IT WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING!!! See there we go, we've got 8 new subscribers who used their primes on me! Thanks guys! Anyways well thank you all so much for watching, I hope it was Pog and I will probably be streaming again in a few days so don't miss it or you're a moron, ok, bye guys."
'God, that was an awful stream, I hate myself so much, why do I have to be so bad, I wish I were better, I wish I were more....'
"Toms, dinners ready!"
My mom's voice snapped me out if the trance I was in, and I realized that it had already been 15 minutes since I had ended the stream. It was now 6:30, but I wasn't hungry in the slightest, I knew I had to go downstairs and eat something though, because I hadn't eaten all day and my parents would get worried if they noticed I wasn't eating.
I walked down the stairs and Motherinnit told me to set the table and wash up. I did as she said and when I walked back in from the bathroom Fatherinnit was also there, he and mom were both sitting at the table waiting for me.
I sat down and they started to ask me about the stream and how my day was. I responded with a few vague answers. So they then carried on the conversation without me. I ate a few bites of the steak we were having, and fed a little bit of it to my dog, Betty, when my parents weren't looking.
"Hey mom, dad, can I please be excused? I'm not very hungry, I ate a big lunch today."
'A lie'
"Sure Tommy, be sure to feed the dogs before you go back to your room though" My dad said.
"Of course Dad"
I fed the dogs and headed back to my room.
I played a little bit of Minecraft and some Among Us as well, but I was pretty bored. I finally decided to give up and go to sleep.
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Thanks for reading it guys! I know it probably wasn't very good, but I tried right. If you have any suggestions please comment them, I don't really have a plan for what I'm doing but hopefully it will go ok?
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FanfictionWhen Tommy is hurting, who will be there to help him? His friends of course. some if the DSMP meet up in Florida and realize Tommy isn't doing too well. Completed as of November 2020 #66 in depression (December 2020) #63 in sad (June 2021) Okay so I...