It hurts so much

Chapter 9

⚠TRIGGER WARNING Self Harm⚠

Wilbur POV

Tommy has just let to go to bed, I'm worried about him. He hasn't eaten all day, and yet he's still not hungry? I hope he's eating. I'll make sure he eats breakfast tomorrow.

"So.... now that Tommy's gone, are we gonna talk about it?" Sapnap asks.

"I guess we probably should." I respond.

"Um well I don't think we should ask him directly, because he would just lie, and be really suspicious of us." George says.

"that's true." Fundy says.

"I think that all we can really do is make sure he's ok, and try to keep him healthy, you know, make sure he isn't hurting himself." Techno says, with a monotone voice.

"Yeah, ok." Bad says.

"Well on a brighter note, I do have Disney tickets for everyone tomorrow!" Dream says.

"YAY!" Tubbo yells, excitement in his voice."

Everyone laughs, and we all go back to eating.

Tommy POV

I could hear every word. I cant believe Tubbo would do this to me. I trusted him. I thought he wouldn't tell anyone about my old tendencies. He promised. He promised. He promised.

I had subconsciously opened my bag and taken out the blade I had brought. I didn't want to do it but I had no other choice. My friend had lied to me. I Had to. I moved into the bathroom as to not get blood on the beds. I locked the door behind me, just in case. I then dug the blade into my forearm letting out a breath as I did so. It hurt, but it was so, so, good at the same time. I heard the door to the room open, and I took in a sharp breathe as I heard Tubbo say

"Tommy? Are you in the bathroom?"

"Yes Tubbo I am. Give me one second please."

"Ok, sorry."

I put away the blades, and wrapped my arm as quickly as possible. I pulled on a hoodie, and stepped out into the room me and Tubbo were sharing. 

"What were you doing in there?" Tubbo asked with concern on his face.

"I don't know Tubbo, what do you do in the bathroom?"

"Ok, ok, ok, I get it, I'm sorry."

"Yeah, now its late. I'm going to go to sleep now.

"Ok, goodnight Tommy." 

"Goodnight man."

I climbed into bed, and carefully made sure to keep my sore arm under the blanket in case my sweatshirt revealed my arm while I was sleeping."

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