My heart wants only you (Completed)

chapter 16

Arthit listened to Kong without interrupting him in the middle, he just supported him by stroking his silky hair.

After finishing Kong wrapped his arms tightly around Arthit's waist and asked softly "Did I disappoint you?"

Arthit smiled softly and replied to him still playing with Kong's hair "No but little, I am not disheartened because you choose to hide the truth by shutting yourself out in the past, you were 16 so I can understand, however, I am disappointed cause you are still hiding the truth from people who deserve to know"

Kong's eyes welled up "I want to tell them the truth but whenever I think of the hurt and disappointment look from my parents. I ... got scared and backed away, I don't want them to think of me as weak.

Its my fault, all because of my attitude, if I listened them for once, if I take Aim warning seriously for once, now I might not have to go through this fear, I know if I open up then I will soon forget my mistake and live my life happily but I don't want that, cause I am still scared of myself, I want to remember my attitude which almost killed me" Kong let out his thoughts.

Arthit kissed Kong's hair and advised "But Kong till when you gonna keep this to yourself? It's alright even if your parents get disappointed they will not hate you, they will just get proud of you because you learned from your mistake, everyone does wrong things, especially during our adolescence, most of our judgements goes wrong, but that doesn't mean we are bad and we have  to keep in guard of our character"

"I know you are not ready to tell your parents now, but you should tell them eventually so that they can be at ease otherwise they will always be worried about you.

By now they might have a thousand scenarios about your kidnapping so clear their mind by coming clean to them. To Aim too,you should come clean okay? Stop acting like a child! Don't worry I will be with you, and don't hold your emotions anymore it will only cause you stress and pain" Arthit finished with another kiss on Kong's forehead.

"so shall we continue our dinner?" Arthit asked after lifting Kong's chin from his chest.

Kong shook his head quickly. "kong--.." Arthit was cut by Kong who kissed Arthit lips softly.

"Please.. just once I don't want to go inside..  I don't want to encounter him so please.." Kong pleads at Arthit who nods his head after a thought.

"Then let me drop you" Arthit said and moved to the driver seat to start the car.

Kong got sad after losing Arthit's warmth, he sat there silently waiting for his home to arrive with so many thoughts.

He feels glad that finally there is no secret between them and he feels overwhelmed by the understanding and support from his partner.

He wants to be with Arthit.  He doesn't know the reason but his body wants to be in Arthit's warmth.

"Good night Kongpop" Arthit wished and turned to his car to hop on but got stopped by Kong who pulled Arthit's forearm.

"uhm...hmmm... P'arthit.. will you stay with me tonight? I mean will you ... sleep with me?" Kong asked in his low voice hoping Arthit would catch his intention.

Arthit's eyes widen in a gasp, his mind starts to run all dirty thoughts which is not appropriate for the moment but soon he hides it and nods at Kong.

"Be careful with your words Kong, I might misunderstand your intention" Arthit said with a chuckle.

Arthit went to park his car properly while Kong whispered to himself "What is with my words?? Do I have to say Sex directly instead of sleep?" Kong blushed when he hear himself saying sex.