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Y/n POV:I left my brothers doem house and was walking to my from house when I ran into my dad. "Y/n." He said my name using such a stern tome. "Yes dad." "What did you do to your hair." "I dyed it." "And why is that." "Because I wanted to." 'Why am I lying to him.' "Kid I wasn't born yesterday that's not the truth." "Oh well it doesn't matter." I ran off to my dorm house(you cause it's dadzawa) and went I my room and cried. I didn't even know why but that's all I could do. "Pathetic. That's what I am." I grabbed my knife and began to cut my wrists. One,two,three cuts. I wrapped my wrists and changed into a large hoodie and shorts. There was a knock on the door. "C-come in." My dad, papa, and brother came in. "Kid you've been hiding things and we're all worried for you so we need you to tell us the truth. What is going on, why are you changing yourself and blocking people out." "I'm not doing anything dad, I'm just being myself." "Y/n this isn't you." "Papa I'm fine after all, look at me happy as ever." I saw giving a fake smile. "Right sis what's bugging you?" "N-nothing-" "tEll ya what's going on, what your feeling and not hold back." Yet again I was under his control. I mean it is the only way their getting answers. "I feel like I'm nothing and that no one cares about me and that I should die like I'm a waste of space....I want to die I want to kill myself now even though I have Sero that's how I feel." "W-why are you changing yourself." "I don't want anyone to know I'm related to you so that way no one makes fun of you for having a crybaby sister who can't control herself and just want to hurt people and I don't want our parents to be disappointed in me I mean if you loook at me you can see I'm a mess." "How long have you felt like this." "For the longest time." He stopped controlling me. My family looked at me and started crying their baby girl/sister who always seemed happy besides when she gets in front of them(not often) wanted to die or hurt people and they seemed worried but me I only felt empty the only time I didn't feel this way was when I was with Sero or talking to Mei(also not often). "Guys stop worrying I'm fine sure I feel different than someone normal I'll be fine just please leave and if you see Sero tell him to come here." They were very hesitant but soon left.

Soon enough Sero came to my room and sat in my bed and hugged me. "Why n/n why?" "Why I don't even know my self there's so much you don't know. And yet I know all of it and I still don't know." "Can we I don't know talk about it." "Well where do you wan to start?" "Where ever you like." "5th grade then."

~flashback presented by: Dabi's daddy issues~
(You'll like this my dudes trust me I just read a few words and was like ugh finally he's here)

"Well bye I'm what should I call you?" "Shiggy." "Ok then bye Shiggy!" I walked around the block and came across another friends house and we played until another 'friend' came along. "Hey why aren't you playing with me!!!!" (This is based off of real life right here and I used it for the story I had a pretty fucked childhood) "B-because I w-wanted to play w-with he-her she's n-nice." "What that's bullshit!!!" She came over and smacked me which made me punch her. "Oh so we're fighting now?" She ran at me and went to hit my face but i kicked her in her stomach and she went to the concert ground and cried in pain. "You bitch!" "You should say such bad and foul word~ you never know who will hear." I turned my back and she got up and grabbed my arm and then put me in a choke hold and out of self defense I bit her arm. I guess I bit a bit to hard cause I soon tasted blood when I moved my mouth a piece of her are was missing I spit the price out of my mouth then turned and got sick.

Everyday we fought. The one time she gave me a black eye. "Get up you damned crybaby!" "No leave me alone you-you BITCH!" When I got up she tried to hit me but I grabbed her arm and twisted it and it broke I broke her arm. "AHHHH!!! YOU ASS YOU B-BROKE MY ARM!!" "It's your fault, you curved your arm when trying to hit me. I mean everyday I tell you not to do that but you do heheh." She ran home to her mom and I walked home calmly like nothing happened. "You did WHAT!" "I said I broke a girls arm today. Hahaha hehe." "This isn't funny sweetie you can get in a lot of trouble for doing that. Your dad can't find out." It was too late the door slammed. "Mind telling me why one of the neighbor girls is saying your broke someone's arm!" "Because daddy I did." Shock was written all over his face. "And where did you learn to do that let alone fight." "Well I have a friend and his dad taught me how to fight and how to protect myself he said 'that one day no one is going to be there to save you' and that I needed to learn how to defend myself." "You have got to be kidding me right. Don't tell me you rally broke the girls arm." I laughed at him. "Of course I did daddy of course I did she was mean to me and hurt me. She's the reason I have bruises and cuts all over me and the resign that so many are scared of me."

~end of flashback~

A/n: wow so um yeah don't worry I think next chapter Shiggy is going to be in or the one after that depends on how I feel you know cause I really have been feeling pretty bad this last past few days

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