You Got A Fast Car (BoyxBoy)

Its Difficult

Justin's POV

I sobbed pathetically behind some hay stack, pushing myself off the wheelchair and falling to the ground with a thump.

I just wanted to hide myself in a dark area and sink away. I felt so useless - no, I felt pathetic.

Why am I even crying? What's the point?

I sniffled, rubbing my eyes furiously as my lips quivered.

"Are you okay?" A voice asked, barely above a whisper.

I swallowed and turned to see Louis, a pout on his lip as he stood five feet from me, some crayons in one hand, and a book in the other.

I cleared my throat, "I'm fine." I forced a soft smile at him, in which he gladly returned.

"I cry sometimes. But not a lot because I'm not a baby." Louis smiled, "But Li says it's okay to cry." He giggled.

I sighed, "Yeah?"

Louis nodded, smiling, "Want to see what me and Harry drawed?" He grinned excited.

"Sure." I gave him a polite nod, and he gladly sat beside me, opening the book and giggling as he showed me the scribble like pictures.

I didnt judge, because it was adorable actually... and it cheered me up.

Niall's POV

I paced beside the door, grumbling under my breath. Stupid cat. Stupid Justin. Stupid life.

Why did I leave home? Whats the damn point in continuing this journey? I could just catch transport home... call Greg to pick me up maybe?

"Dont even think about it." Zayn appearedin front of me, Harry behind him and the both of them giving me a glare.

"You don't even know what I'm thinking." I huffed rolling my eyes.

"You're thinking of giving up." Harry noted, "Dont even try to deny it."

"So what if I do?" I growled, crossing my arms.

"Why the hell would you do that, huh?" Zayn spat.

"For starters, the car is fucked, Justin thinks it's time to make stupid pathetic jokes, and blame the damn accident on me." I said angrily, "It's not my fault his damn father is an alcoholic, and abusive. I could be safe at home and not have to worry about this stupid thing anymore."

"If you do that, what's gonna happen to Justin, huh?" Harry rolled his eyes at me.

"Are you gonna let him fend for himself? Leave him, to be alone?" Zayn asked.

I scoffed, "I wouldn't do that-"

"That makes no sense when you say you're gonna give up, idiot." Zayn groaned.

I stopped, thinking it over before grunting, "I just...., ugh-" I rubbed my face hard, "He's so damn difficult." I frowned, "Its hard."

"Life isnt easy, Niall." Zayn sighed, "But think about what you're going to lose if you chose to give up on him."

"He loves you. And it's not certain you'll find anyone who will love you like he loves you." Harry added.

I just eyed the two, leaning against the door frame, "I just dont know where to go from here." I sighed.

"Liam said we're free to use his van, Niall... there's a chance." Zayn sighed too, "You and Justin need to cool off, and then talk."

I nodded, "I know."

Author's Note; sorry its short cx