Fighting signifies that you care gravely about something, or someone. You tend to bicker and defend what you truly think - which in the end results to making enemies... but your biggest enemy is yourself, especially at times when you know that it wasnt anyone else who was wrong, no, it was you who was wrong. -Anonymous Quote
Niall's POV
I sighed as I made my way across the barn, swallowing my pride as I went to the stack of hay in the corner, knowing Justin had rolled off in that direction.
I could hear giggling as I neared the hay, but knew it didnt belong to Justin.
I peeked around the stack, spotting Louis sitting there and practically burying Justin in straws of hay.
I furrowed my brows as Justin chuckled a bit.
"You can still see your feet!" Louis gasped, giggling a bit as he went on to cover his feet.
Justin smiled, "Its alright, you got most of me."
"Okay." Louis smiled and stood up, "I have to get Li to come see! Dont move, okay?" He pointed warningly before running towards where I stood, not even sparing me a glance as he ran off.
I took that as my opportunity to step forward and walk over to Justin, swallowing nervously.
Justin noticed me almost immedietly, so he was quick to avoid me.
"Justin, can we please talk?" I sighed, pursing my lips.
"About what?" Justin rolled his eyes, "I said what I said and you did what you did."
"I know..." I frowned, "I just, I dont know how to do this, its not easy."
"Its never going to be easy, Niall." Justin scoffed, "I'm a fucking crippled freak, and you're stuck with me because you ran away with me... But you don't have to stay, okay? I'll be fine so don't fucking stay around just because I'm in a wheelchair and you feel bad-"
"You just blamed the whole situation on me and you still think you're the victim," I snapped suddenly in annoyance, "I love you, Justin, nothing will change that, and I get that not being able to walk is really hard for you but for fucks sake, stop for a minute."
Justin pressed his lips together, looking away.
I knelt beside him and sighed, "You can be upset and angry and everything, but please understand that I'm stressed too."
"Okay," Justin croaked, closing his eyes tiredly.
"We're gonna fight like hell, Justin." I sighed, taking his hand in mine. I cringed at how cold it was, and mentally noted Justin was still wet from the rain, "I'm sorry, I'm gonna say it a lot, but can we try and hold off all the arguments until we make it to Zayn's... we have a long road ahead of us."
"Control your anger?" Justin murmured.
"Control your stubbornness?" I added.
Justin opened his eyes and smiled a bit, "I'll try."
"Vice Versa," I chuckled, pressing a kiss to his cheek.
"See Li!" Louis shouted as he dragged Liam over, pointing at the pile of straws over Justin's legs.
"Absolutely artistic," Liam sighed annoyed, "Can I go back now?"
"No, say it looks cool!" Louis huffed and I chuckled a bit.
"Its super cool, now lets leave the lovebirds alone." Liam smiled and grabbed Louis' hand and dragged him away.
I looked to Justin, "Lets get you into some dry, and warmer clothes."
Justin bit his bottom lip, nodding as he wrapped his arms around my neck, allowing me easier access to dust off the straw and lift him up.
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"So we should leave tonight," Zayn smiled, "The faster we're on the road, the faster we get to my beach house and start a new life."
We were currently sitting beside the small portable heater while eating beans from a can.
Justin was in his chair next to me, half asleep while we discussed this, while Zayn and Liam sat extremely close together, with Harry seated beside Louis as he drew in his book.
"Are you sure you're okay with me and Lou staying?" Liam asked curiously.
"Duh, we'll arrange where to sleep and shit when we get there." Zayn smiled.
"So, if we use your van, we need to somehow fit everything in it." Harry cleared his throat, "I got rope in my backpack if we need to tie stuff to the roof."
"You keep rope with you?" I hummed amused, "Such an odd thing to keep with you,"
"Hey, it comes in handy." Harry chuckled, waving me off.
"Okay, lets start packing." Liam stood up, "We need to start now."
We all nodded in agreement.
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"How the hell are we going to fit?" Justin asked as I carried him bridal style to the van.
It was completely stuffed with our things, including the stuff from my car, which is something I'll come back for when I have enough money.
I chuckled, "You and I are in the further back, and you'll sit on my lap, while Liam and Louis are gonna squish up in the middle, and Zayn and Harry have the front because Zayn'll drive."
Liam leant in front of me so he could push a seat forward, so I could climb into the back with Justin.
I slowly and carefully got in the back-back of the van, making sure not to hurt Justin in the process, before sitting down and adjusting Justin on my lap somewhat fitting him between the side and myself.
Justin cringed slightly, causing me to furrow my brows.
"Are you alright?" I asked, concerned.
Justin nodded, "My back's sore... it feels a bit tingly is all... haven't been doing the physio stuff."
"We need to do those, alright? I'll make sure we stop every now and then so we can do them," I wrapped an arm around him and moved him so his legs were drapped over mine.
"Okay," Justin sighed, closing his eyes.
"Have a nice sleep." I smiled and kissed his cheek.
"Wake me up when we get there." Justin snorted.
"Its gonna take a few days," Zayn laughed as he started the car, Harry and Liam hopping in with the last of out stuff.
Louis turned in his seat to stare at Justin and I, "I get to pick the music, Li says so."
Liam groaned, "No I didn't."
"Did so, now put my CD in!" Louis giggled and threw some CD at Harry.
Harry chuckled, "Ooh, Ed Sheeran, love his taste in music." He popped the CD in while Zayn began to drive.
"Its gonna be a long drive." Liam sighed tiredly.
I chuckled, glancing at Justin, smiling once I realized he was asleep.
At the end of the day, I truly am glad he's all mine.
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You Got A Fast Car (BoyxBoy)
FanfictionNiall's got a fast car, and Justin wants to use it so they can fly away.
