TODAY

4 Real OMG

Alice's head wobbled as she woke a thumping sensation started in front of her eyes and "Oh my neck." Sliding her hand around it cupping the back as it hurt so bad. I had clearly passed out on the chair with my neck at an awkward angle. Uh I manage to move my bottom back onto the chair. My stomach clenching from lack of food. I feel incredible sick my whole body hurts. I manage to stumble to the sink grasping onto the edge to hold myself still as my head hang into the sink, switching on the tap to scoop up water to drink until my belly fills. The light is so bright it hurts my eyes I flick around the room expecting to see him. Relieved that he isn't but spot my clothes on the bottom of the shower where I had washed them in the shower with me then stomped on them trying to remove the smell so I could wear them again. Slowly picking the clothes up I smell them still good just cold. Placing them spread out on the bath edge short shorts, a tight top underwear and runners, not much but better then nothing. My ipod died long ago but it must be in the boot because it wasn't with me when I made it to the bathroom. I must write and complain to apple about the lack of battery power I so needed it now something from home just me and all that I like. No its gone and died and so will I ha write a letter that's not going to happen.

I slump back to the seat tucked my feet under me and stare at the closed door wondering if he knew I was up. Was it day or night who knows. He knows. PRICK. I scream in my mind. shaking my head, no one will miss me not until the start of February when TAFE starts up, that if they decide to check up on me or probably not just another no show. Sammy was my only friend I kept up with and if he has killed her. Oh God no please no not my beautiful Sammy blond small trim friendly so kind hearted that she will help anyone and I mean anyone. Like a hot tempered alone spiteful teenager. (ME) I hated the world and the world hated me. Both parents dead I had no one. I managed for some time faking my mums signature for a long time so I wouldn't go into a home. Sold everything I could to get by I only kept the thinga I loved of them, moved out into the big bad world. I hated it but hay you only fall for something once then you get smart move on.

Rule number one: Don't trust anyone.

Rule number two: Don't make friends with anyone.

Rule number three: Don't believe a word they say.

Rule number four: Only cry a home in bed in the middle of the night.

Rule number five:The most important don't let anyone know how you feel.

Well number five worked for everyone but Sammy that's why I loved her so. She was my rock my world the sister I always wonted then found. Oh Sammy please don't be dead.

So now the loner is kidnapped so no one cares and no one will miss me. I feel so sad, miserable. Sorry for myself that I didn't let anyone in so now I realise now it's to late, that I was the one who made my life suck. I vow if I get away I will live it up do all I can.

Cold and miserable I sit waiting for death reliving my life playing over what I could have done better. I pee flushing the toilet wash my hands staring into the mirror. I freeze that's when I hear his footsteps coming to the door. Switching off the taps I turn facing the door fingers latched onto the counter as the bolt slides across. The door opens reveling Carter who fills the door frame. I glop he's so big. I grip my hands tighter on the counter already in my hands.

'About time you woke up.' He directed at me. 'Get in the car.' As he sweep his hand out the door like gentleman would. Ha that's a laugh! Gentlemen. That is so not him. I look at my wet clothes scraping them off the tub shove them in the towel, shove my shoes on. Gathered up my towel with my clothes in it and head to the car. Not caring as he lifted his eyebrows at me taking my clothes. Screw him they are mine I am not leaving them behind. I trudge towards the car not touching him as I pass, but I stopped at the front door standing aside for him to open it. I didn't look at him but I know just know he is smirking at me as he purposely brushes my arm. I tried so hard not to flinch back from him. I moved out making sure he knew I would not touch him at all if I had any say. I closed my eyes took a breath and walked to the car coming up to the boot. Unable to stop my breath coming heavy and faster. I waited at the boot, I didn't wont to go in there not again. I closed my eyes to the black car it looked shiny, very expensive I wish I could say what type but I can't, DAM I stood to close to read the number plate. SHIT SHIT SHIT. I am a bad victim I so hate people who would cry "But if only I knew." and now I am one of those stupid stupid people.

He was right behind me just standing in the fading light, evening as I answer my own puzzle. I slept a day away. My stomach growled. I looked up as he open the boot. PEOPLE I scream in my head, an older couple they where looking to us.

Carter grabbed my things quickly flicking them in the boot. They would be level with the car soon I would only have to move towards them. I stepped hesitantly but he softy smiled down at me shaking his head no. I swallowed nervously watch his eyes getting court up in the shade of bright green that I have never seen before. Slowly his hand snaked around my back drawing me into him. Carter pressed me to him placing his hand in my hair weaving his figures in tight, pulling my head back. No he was going to bite me. I closed my eye NO NO NO. Waiting for the onslaught from Carter.

My eye tore open at his soft delicate kiss an he nibbled at my lips tracing my lips with his tongue his eyes open to look at me. I shut mine tight. I could feel his lips move into a smile then he slow started to kiss me again but this time seeking entry into my mouth. NO ALICE NO. As I felt my resistance falter but quick stopped as I stiffened in his arms. That smile again a challenge for him he slowly licked and nipped nibble pulling at my lips. Trailing across my cheek to breath behind my ear playing with my ear lobe my chest rose and fell faster and faster. Oh he nipped at my jaw back to my lips pulling on my bottom lip. I was putty in his hands my lips parted as he sort entry this time I allow him in. Carter held me tighter to him demanding a response to him now invading my mouth. Oh he was fantastic I moaned as he deepened the kiss I hardly realised he had moved us to the side of the car until he was pinning me to side. Carter's hand left my back travelling down my side he grabbed my hand shoving it under his shirt round his back. I moaned again as my fingers played across his back on there own I gripped he's bicep with my other hand.

Carter slipped his hand inside my robe to find me naked under the covering. He groaned into my mouth biting my bottom lip hard. I opened my mouth more for him as he now thrust his tongue hard into my mouth as he ground is his hips into mine griping my bottom until he was aligned with me I shivered.

'Get a room.' A bloke yell Carter turned his head to growl at him as the man nudged his mates and they all laughed not really paying attention to us. My heart hammered in my chest. Help me please I just made out with my kidnapper and he was hot. He looked down at my flushed cheeks.

'So do you think you will behave or shall I put you in the boot?' Carter asked.

I looked to him then the boot back to him. I didn't wont to go back in there. 'I'll try to behave.' I whispered not looking at him but my feet but failing as his body held me to the car all I could see was his chest and the shirt that I still had my hand under as I slowly brought it round his side to remove my hand the guilty party from him.

'No you either will or wont behave there is no I will do better next time.' Carter jerk my chin up to look me in the eyes but not hard.

I swallowed 'Please don't put me in the boot.' I whisper.

'That not an answer to my question, so that's a no. Go on in you get.' Carter jerked his thumb in the direction of the boot. I shrunk against the car but he pulled my into his arms bridle style and gentle placed me in the boot. I closed my eyes and curled up. I felt his finger trace my cheek tucking a strand of hair behind my ear before closing the boot.  I curled up tighter tears streamed down my face, I'm in the boot again off to where, missed my opportunity to escape, I kissed him back and liked it and now I am crying could this day get any worse. OH yar I forgot my water. I suck so bad.

OMG DID I FORGET TO MENTION I KISSED CARTER AND LIKE IT I WOULD HAVE DONE MORE IF WE WEREN'T STOPPED. PLEASE HELP ME.