•im scared•. •Sander sides• [had to delete account]

Numbness and allies?

Same TW as the other chapters but a bit more subtle on the harming
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Patton POV:

I was worried about Deceit. I just couldn't help it. After all, he was alone, sure it was best like that for Thomas but for him.. Deceit's lies helps Thomas protect his friend's feelings, that's the only good thing about him. As Morality, i have to make sure all sides are ok! Deceit doesn't leave his room that much anymore, it. just. bothers me. While I cooked breakfast, i decided to invite Deceit to hang out with us, with the others approval or not. As long as they at least act nice, I'll be satisfied. Hey! It might even get Deceit nicer and less evil! Wait not 'evil' uh- tame? Who am i kidding, i despise Deceit, his whole existence makes me shudder, I'm just hoping he'll become nicer to the others.
"Padre! It's snowing in RW (real world)! Let's have a snow day in the Creative Dim (Dimension)!"Roman yelled as he ran through the kitchen door. "Haha ok kiddo, let me just get some winter clothes" I replied. (Look i know its October right now BUT i love Christmas too much to NOT do this at this month.Merry Happy Hallmas??) I head to my room, climbing up the stairs I notice the dark realm revealed. That's weird.. i shrug it off and went to find my cutest, most comfy winter clothes.

Deceit POV:

I was shivering, man did Roman really have to make it snow? AND be in the minuses?! Sides can only die for more then a day if they die a way that their animal counter part can uniquely die from. Of course, anyone could die from hypothermia but snakes have it 100% worse. To be honest I kinda wish the cold was just a bit colder, then I would probably die for a year or something. No one would care. I especially wouldn't care. I would be happy for at least a little while, that's all I want. I started to feel the numbness gnawing on me. God dammit not again, sure i knew how to stop it. To feel pain but.. My arms were littered with cuts and there wasn't any room for any more. And god knows what might happen if he tried his legs, it would be so much harder to hide if he was summoned in the middle of bandaging. So Deceit just sat on his bed,crying, but not feeling a thing. He wanted to feel something. He wanted to know he wasn't even more of a heartless monster. But the numbness just kept gnawing and gnawing and Deceit had enough of it. He started heading towards the bathroom to try cutting his legs but then a knock came from his door. This startled Deceit and-

Patton POV:

I knocked on Deceit's door in my comfy winter clothes, wanting to ask if he wanted to hang out tomorrow after the cold went away (I wanted this day to prepare for it and make plans during the day). I heard a crash coming from his room. Did i startle him-? I stopped my trail of thought when the door cracked open. There i see Deceit. Covered in the most thinnest ragged blankets i've ever seen. It looked like there was about 30 of them on him. "Yesss-?" he said, i was kinda startled seeing Deceit shaking, probably from the cold. But it was so warm inside, how was he so cold?

Dad mode activated, initiate give cold snek warmth.

"Wait a moment!"i simply said, going over to my room to get the THICKEST, MOST FLUFFY blanket EVER. I would not have Deceit cold! Logan said something that sounded like too much cold could kill snakes once- I think that applies to Deceit? I completely forgot about that when the cold started. I'm going to tell Roman off after today. Maybe..He didn't know? I don't know?! I just grab the blanket and headed back to Deceit. "Deceit! I just wanted to give u this! You're shaking really bad! Here!" I said giving the blanket to Deceit whilst he kinda just held it in shock. Then, he ran back inside, i heard some movements and decided to wait here. Deceit obviously noticed this and asked,"Is there anything else you'd like to do or say?"
"Uhm well-," I hesitated, "How would you like to hang out with me and the others tomorrow if the cold clears up?!" I half yelled, i said this really fast. I could swear i saw Deceit's face light up. But then he hid behind the door some more and said "I'll.. think about it..." My face light up with this response. "N-no promises!" Deceit half yelled and slammed the door.

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I actually drew the image at the top myself! Should i change the front cover to it? Also thanks for the reads and stars! Really means a lot to me, i get very exited when someone adds my story to their reading list 🖤 God this is probably the sortest one yet but hey, thank you for reading 💛🖤 (sad cos no comments but thats fine)