Eyes Full Of Tears

Chapter 2-Something's up to

"No amount of fire or freshness can challenge what a man will store up in his ghostly heart"
~Fitzgerald F. Scott

Kristan and I were together for almost 2 years,malapit na Ang anniversary namen. Yeah bago palang,mag iisang taon nadin nung sinagot ko siya. He's still that man whom I know,Hindi sya nagbago,that's good.

After class ay pumunta na ako agad sa cafeteria kasama si Kallie and yea,Hindi namen Kasama si Kristan dahil may tatapusin pa daw sya,uh whatever.

We sat on the chair at balak ko na sanang tumayo ngunit naunahan ako ni Kallie,
"At dahil first day of last year sa highschool naten today,dendenden,ako ang manlilibre"Kallie's family is rich and so as she, Her parents Mr.Alexander Monteverde and Mrs.Cassandra Monteverde is the owner of Montelinetus cloth line which makes her the COO of it,but since Kallie's still too young,she didn't go for it and instead,she became their model for some of the products which makes the clothes famous in other countries especially in France. Hindi nako magugulat Kung patok ang mga products nila sa ibang bansa,Kallie looks like a real model,ganun nalang Ang proud ko dahil best friend ko siya.

"Hey Azsh,I'm asking what do you want" Dahil Wala naman masyadong ganap ngayon,isang slice of cake muna ulit Ang kakainin ko.

"Cake nalang ulit"

"Sure ka yun lang?"tinunguan ko nalang siya at ibabagsak Kona Sana ang akin noo sa lamesa nang may palad na humarang doon.

It's Zyrus Valiente,our new classmate.

"Oops,ingat ingat baka dumugo yang ulo mo."
Bigkas niya sa akin pero Wala akong nakitang expression sa kaniyang mukha. Dumating na si Kallie at Mabilis na inalis ni Zyrus ang palad niya sa aking noo at umupo naman ako nang diretso.

"Oh Hi,Zyrus right?"Tanong ni Kallie

And surprisingly,Zyrus just smirk and sat beside me."Wala naman kayong kasama so I guess pwede akong umupo dito and Yes I'm Zyrus Valiente,your new classmate".Matangkad,Maputi
Mukha namang mabait,and gwapo din naman.

Zyrus just staring at the food while Kallie and I started to eat the slices of cake.
"Aren't you gonna eat?"nayayamot na siguro si Kallie dahil Kung makatiteg si Zyrus sa pagkain ay para bang gusto nitong hingien iyon.

"I'm not here to eat"
"Then why do you went here,if your not gonna eat?"Tuluyang nagsagutan ang dalawa at napatingin nalang ako sa malayo nang may nakita anong pamilyar na mukha,It's Kristan.

He's walking with Stephanie?or should I call her Nica?nah were not close,but why is he walking with her?or baka nakikipagkilanlan lang. Kristan shouted at us,may be he sees us.
"AZSH,KALLIE!"

Kristan and Stephanie went to our table. Stephanie sat beside Kallie while Kristan sat beside me. Bumeso sa akin si Kristan habang ako ito mamumula na,he really turns me on pag ginagawa niya yon.

"Saan pala kayo pumunta?" Pagtanong ko sa kanila.

"Wala kameng pinuntahan,nagkasalubong lang kame kanina nung palabas nako nang room and look,she's the girl that I talk to before in Ryle University, remember?when our school sent me there for 1 week last year?" Kaya pala sabay sila kanina.

"Ah that's why" Yun nalang Ang nasagot ko at napabuntong hininga.

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After break time ay pumunta na ulit kame sa aming klase,Kristan and Nica were still talking,Bute nalang nandito si Zyrus kung Hindi op talaga ako,I mean hello?

I lay down dahil Wala pa naman Ang aming teacher. "Ooh,is this Jealousy I smell?" Kanina pa parang kinakausap ni Zyrus ang sarili niya Ewan ko ba.

"Hey,pansinen mo naman ako,Op ka na nga di kapa na mamansin" So all this time ako pala Ang pinariringgan nya,uh whatever.

"Para sabihen ko sayo,Hindi ako Op at Hindi ako Nagseselos,just stop please,Kung gusto mo ng atensyon why not join them?tutal may sarile naman silang mundo".

"Yung nga Azsh eh,bakit ikaw Ang Hindi sumale sa kanila,and as far as I know, boyfriend mo si Kristan,am I right?"

"Stop that Azsh,Hindi tayo close and me joining them?nah their long time friends na ngayon lang ulit nag Kita so ayaw ko silang istuorbohin". Somewhat,I heard Kristan little laugh habang kausap nito si Nica.

"Okay then"

Our class president went to the front and announced na Hindi muna makakapasok Ang aming teacher sa economics ngayong first day at may ipapagawa nalang para makilala pa namin Ang isa't Isa na may connection sa economics,and Yung president namen, She's Stephanie,when she went to the front,I looked at Kristan,he's staring at me.

"Hey bub,why are you staring at me"sabay pitek ko ng kamay sa harap niya.

"Nothing,you look so cute today"He laughs

"Do you have a paper?"buong classroom yon Ang sigaw. Pati ba naman sa first day walang mga papel. I was about to give them na pero Nica already got her papers,she gave them all and also me,I just smiled at her, "Nica,my name is Nica"
I was surprised when she told me that,oo nga pala Hindi pa kame magkakaroon nang introduction saming dalawa,"I'm Azshierra,but you can call me Azsh" and she smiled at me.

Our activity was about a game,We could choose our partners and isusulat sa papers Yung similarities and difference between us,It's just like for elementary students,So easy but,other than that,Isusulat pa daw Yung story nang buhay mo if pwedeng ishare and Kung may experience na sa pagtatrabaho like part time job.

I was about to ask Kristan
"Bub-" but Nica already did
"Hey Kristan,pwede bang ikaw makapareha ko,medyo awkward kase pag iba,ikaw lang naman medyo kilala ko dito".

"O-okay"then he looked at me and smiled.

"AZSH,let's be partner okay?"Sadya niyang nilakasan Ang boses niya dahilan para mapatingen si Kristan.

"No way" sagot ko,abah kung umasta siya

"Yes you are"Uh

"Fine"I sighed again.

Habang ginagawa namen Ang activity,hindi ko mapigilang tumingin Kayla Nica." Hoy,ako Yung partner mo tapos sa kanila ka nakatingen,Tara lapit Tayo sa kanila para mabantayan mo din yang Kristan mo" He laughed a little at pilit na hinihila ako sa table nila Kristan pero nagpupumilet paren ako.

Nagulat nalang ako Ng tinawag ni Zyrus si Kristan at itinuro ako.
"Kristan! May sasabihen si Azsh sayo,Yung kayo lang daw dalawa" Kinorot ko si Zyrus which makes him whined.
"Ano yon?" Pagtanong ni Kristan.

"Uh-ah w-wala"Gusto kong suntuken nalang ngayon si Zyrus sa ginawa niya.

"Sure?sige kase kailangan na namin toh tapusin mauubos na Yung time". I just sighed heavily and smiled at him.

"STOP it Zyrus,may mga sarile tayong gawain".
Kahit na gusto ko ay mas pinili Kong mag stay nalang,napaka kulit kase ni Zyrus.

I took my gazed to Zyrus as he whispered something
"the worst feeling is to be ignored once,then twice,then again and again by someone you consider Precious" Pabulong bulong pa siya rineg ko naman,Ano bang ibig niyang sabihin,tss.