What I wish for.

RUNNER (chapter 2)

As my dad was walking to the car, Daniel asks me something: -are you gonna miss your boyfriend, your friends?- Ohh, crap, I know where this is going, so I decide to make it fun
-oh god, I'm going to miss my friends soooo much- I say it as slow as I can -and my boyfriend...-I can see in his eyes some kind of sadness. Thank goodness my dad gets into the car and I let Daniel wondering.
-Let's go. By the way, your mother told me to give you this- my dad says and he passes me a bottle of pills, I quickly take them so Daniel won't be able to see them
-easy- my dad says
-sorry- I answer as I put the bottle on my bag 
-Have you had any anxiety problems lately?- thank you dad, thank you, now I feel so fucking embarrassed.
-Do you have anxiety?- Daniel asks
-No, well no...- I say
-You don't have it anymore?- My dad says. 'FUCK, FUCK, FUCK' I think.
Look, the only reason why I don't want people to know that I have anxiety is because lately it has been use by so many girls just because they think it's "cool", I don't want to look like that, and not even in front of a guy I just met.
-Hey, it's fine- Daniel says -nothing to be embarrassed about, it's totally normal- I start to get a little angry, only at a point where I know that I'm angry
-well, I know it's not normal, but i have to deal with it, but well, doesn't matter, can we talk about something else?- I just see through the windows and take a look around to  the things that I'm going to stop seeing for a long time, which makes me kind of sad.
-How are your photography skills getting?- My dad says to break the silence
-really awesome, actually UNBELIEVABLE, I been taking pictures all over Manhattan, I can show them to you whenever you want- I end with a smile in my face
-I'd love to see them- my dad answers.

It is a long drive, about 45 minutes, and then I realize that we are at the airport, 'fucking great' I think. I imagined that we were going to have an amazing road trip adventure, but I guess I was wrong. We start to take all my bags to the place where we are suppose to take them, my dad is putting my data so that we can pick them up after the flight.
-Why are we taking a plane?- I ask kind of confused
-because I have tons of things to do today, honey, and I want to take you and the whole band for dinner, so you can meet each other- but yet, he is still looking at his phone
-awesome!- I say and I see Daniel smile.
-Let's goooooo!- Daniel says because we were about to miss the flight.
Let me tell you something, that's how my father works, he likes to do the things at the very last minute, and also he hates waiting, everything.

We start running to the gate, we make it, only 3 minutes before, but we make it.
-Here is were I'm going to sit, and over there its you and Daniel- my dad shows me
-why are you not sitting next to both of us?- I ask as I see the distance between the seats
-because they were the last ones and I'm actually really tired I just want to get some sleep- I know what he means, when I am with him I talk a loooot, I juts can't keep my mouth shut
-okay- i smile.
I sit down and I start to get a little nervous because I'm not use to have guy friends, therefore I'm not use to talk to men (except for my dad, of course).
We both know that we are nervous, I'm not gonna lie, but... there's something about Daniel that makes me feel like I am not going to throw up hahaha, sorry but also he is a talker so I think our problem is kind of solved.
Before we take off, I go to the bathroom, I was "getting prepared for this". When I go out I was interrupted by a lady and she ask me to take my seat, as i was saying ok i feel someone's sight on me, yeah, I turn around and it's Daniel, looking at me, I try not to smile but I can't, of course that when I saw him he turned around.
I go back to my sit -hey- I say to Daniel
-hi- he says to me smiling.
-Ladies and gentleman we're about to take of, please put on your seatbelts and turn off all of the electronic devices- the lady that told me to take my seat says. Daniel and I look at each other knowing that we were suppose to do what the lady said, so we laughed.