19. Letter

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Other memories Nishikata wrote

i. Their first meeting

ii. Teaching tandem riding

iii. cleaning duty

iv. valentines day

v. mall

vi. summer festival

vii. sleepover


Nishikata's POV

It took me a whole day to write this letter to Takagi. After I wrote the memories, I wrote my own note, it said,

"Dear Takagi,

I am writing this letter to you because you are my best friend. But in these one and a half years of knowing you, I think that you have become more than just a friend. When you are with me, I think I am the happiest of all the people. When you tease me, I feel both embarrassed as well as happy. I think... I think I have started to love you. In fact I want to say to you Takagi, I love you Takagi, and I love you a lot. I even love your teasing so much...

This is what I would have told you that day if I had met you. It was the first day of our school after the summer festival. At the lunch time, I was gossiping with my usual friends. That's the time when Nakai said that I am completely hopeless and someday I would regret because my hesitation. I now know how correct he was. After he said that, clarity stoke me like thunder. I was visualizing all the good and bad times with you. I was feeling that I could not completely refuse the fact that I love you. Yes, I realized that I indeed loved you.

But when I was searching for you, you were nowhere to be found. I met Sumire in the process and she informed me that you were in the roof. I did not let her finish as I was in a hurry to blurt out my feelings to you. But when I reached the roof, there was already a boy who was proposing you. But, I would have still withstood that, only if you did not accept him. When you said yes to him, my heart shattered. I lost all my courage and ran away from there.

Now I think about it, I regret my attitude towards you. I now understand the small everyday hints you gave me. I was really a dope head not to understand you. But I understand now that you cannot wait for me forever and you chose him over me. So, I am spacing out. I do not want to be between you two. I have decided I will move to London to my uncle's and study there. Being here, the memories will haunt me every time. This will help me in my studies.

I am writing this letter to you because I do not have the courage to talk to you face to face. But, I thought that I should at least tell you my feelings, or I might regret forever. I wrote this letter that has my feelings along with the fondest memories I have with you. I wish you two good luck in your life ahead. And, always remember, I am and always be your best friend.

You will get this letter by Kimura. I have specifically told him to give you this letter after I have left for the airport. I hope we meet again.

Thanks for everything.

Your Dope head best friend

Nishikata"

Pls don't blame me for the shot chapter, blame you tube. Suddenly, a k drama trailer plopped up and since then, i have been watching it. it good though. i shall work more on it that watch k drama.

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Hint to next chapter.

Heart will be shattered more.

Till then,

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