Poems

Push

I guess it was my fault
When you told me
He was gone
I guess I should have never
Let you into my heart.
Your system destroyed me
You even said it yourself
I love how I was so foolish enough
To put down my walls
An love you.
No i didnt love you
I love the person you pretend to be.
I was such a foolish little thing
You walked all over me
And I letted you to do so.
I ignored the fact
that you had a lover
I ignored your nasty manipulation
You came to me in the night
An cried on my shoulder
Telling me how toxic your lover was
How you didnt want to be with her
An I believe you.
I let you into my home
An gave you a peace of my heart.
But when your lover found out
You turned to the victome
An made me into a bad guy.
You cried an hide
As I was slowly dying
You left me in the broken home
That I made out of love.
I felt like dying
An you found out about my emotions
You got swept my guilt
To come back running to me...
But you know what?
I learned from my mistake
An pushed you away.