5:47 pm
Happy new year. More like happy realizing that you did nothing good with your life and that for the next 364 days you will most likely be a disappointment to everyone you love!Seriously, I don't get the appeal of the new year. Nothing is more fun than setting goals that you will never accomplish! Not to mention that in a Few days I return to the hell hole it's self. Not going to lie the only things that really get me by are Avery and music. Dinner is ready, I'll be back later.
7:26 pm
I am so happy to be able to get out of the house tonight, Avery invited me to her house to bake cupcakes for one of her aunts birthdays. I honestly don't care but it has been so long since I have seen my carrot ball. We may even broadcast or hopelessly try to get noticed by our favorite youtubers. Might even come out to her. It has been bugging me for a long while now and it is driving me crazy not being able to be me around anyone. She would be the first person to know, in real life that is. Life has been crap other than being able to see Avery. My depression has been taking over, my stress has been eating me alive, and my anxiety makes me sick. Millo passed away 2 days ago from an asshole driver under the influence. And my iPod won't turn back on. I gotta go...<3 you bye
11:34 pm
Hi... so the whole Avery thing didn't work out. She invited me over and everything was going fine until I put too much oil in the batter. That seemed to set her off. Just screaming at me for at least and hour about how I mess up everything. I walked home about an hour ago in a rain storm and no one is home. I just need a hug and nobody is here. I want to quite literally die at the moment.
(This is really short but I have more coming.)
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Just Leave Me Alone.
Ficção AdolescenteDear diary, I don't know how much longer I can take this.
