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Chapter 7

pic above is Jackson Night ^^^^^^^^^^^^

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the last time i heard someone say this words to me was my last boyfriend and he ended up...... my sentance was cut short when Jackson woke up.  i immeaditley sprung from Jacob's arms and onto Jackson's bed sitting next to him.  i really wanted to give him a hug but i was afraid that it would hurt him.  but he ended up pullig me into a hug and i instantly relaxed.  when we broke the hug he looked up and saw Jacob and he tensed and asked him who he was.  he answered didn't you her i'm her fiance. Jackson tensed and breathing became raggad.  i instantly sat on his lap and had him focus on me and after a couple minutes he relaxed.  after his breathing became normal i told him that we weren't even dating but he said he was my fiance so he could come up here and see me. i finally got off his lap seeing as he was calmer now.

before Jacob could say anything i told Jackson i wrote a new song.  he asked me to sing it for him and i did. after i was done i could tell Jackson liked my song but he knew there was mening behind it. instead of voicing his thoughts he said that song was really good and your voice is beautiful as always. i smiled thanking him for saying what he wanted to say.  Jacob decided to speak up and say are you that really fucking blind, she is pouring out her emotion and you don't even see it.  it's like you don't even care for her, what kind of a brother are you? Jackson stayed calm and answered him i know full well what the song was truley about but because i knew she wouldn't want to talk about it i didn't bring it up which i could she was thankful for. and you have no right to tell me i don't care for my sister.  her and Brent have been the only good things in my life. i know how hard it must be on her to take care of everyone especially me since i have epilopsy, but she never complains about it.  I always look out and protect her.  but the thing she never lets me ask her about is how she feels about my illness. I care for her so much and i know she has been through hell and back yet she still is an amazing person and still cares for me and Brent. Jacob apolgized and said he didn't know the whole story.   Jackson said don't worry about it. 

Jacob said i just got overprotective because i care for her so much.  Jackson snorted and said yeah i've heard that before.  Jacob asked what he meant and he said that's what her last boyfriend told me and then he did just that.  Jacob said he would never do that that he cared for me so much.  Jackson said I give you my permission to date her but if you hurt her in anyway i will find a way to beat your ass.  Jacob swallowed and said okay.  I quickly spoke up and said Jacob i told you i can't date anyone i don't have the time and i don't know if i can trust someone after my ex. i saw sadness in his eyes but i quickly looked away and could feel the tears.  so i did what i do best i ran.

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i ran to the recording studio that my parents bought for me. i wwalked i and began writing a song.

All I need is a little love in my life

All I need is a little love in the dark

A little but I'm hoping it might kick start

Me and my broken heart

I need a little loving tonight

Hold me so I'm not falling apart

A little but I'm hoping it might kick start