Falling Harry POV [larry fic]

Sobering Up

In the morning I wake up with my clothes in a mess, the blankets on the floor, and the bit of whiskey that was left in the bottle spilled on the bed sheets. I sit up way too fast not remembering what happened last night. I get dizzy and fall back on the bed realizing I haven't sobered up. Then it hit me.

"Why did I do this?!" I scream as tears start to fall down my face and the memories of last night come rushing in.

I realize I'm sober enough to call Louis so I get up stumbling and falling over the bottle of whiskey and rush over to my phone that I had thrown after Louis hung up last night. I pick it up hoping to see missed calls from Louis trying to contact me. As I open my phone there's no notifications, the other boys are probably still asleep or don't want to bother me because they also know what happened last night.

I click on BooBear and hit call and suddenly my phone is ringing. In my head I'm pleading for him to pick up so i can sob on the phone and tell him how sorry I am. I hear the phone go to his voicemail and listen to his calming voice.

"Hey! It's Louis Tomlinson, if you hear this right now either I don't want to talk to you or I missed your call, you know the drill leave a message at the tone" BEEP.

I hang up immediately not wanting to leave a voicemail, especially if it would just consist of me crying.

"I want to talk to my Boobear" I sob now collapsed on the ground.

I try to pull myself together and call again, I need to talk to him. I hear the phone ring for a few seconds and I feel myself lose hope. Then I hear it stop, I sigh thinking he didn't pick up but I don't hear the voice message, confused I look at my phone and realize he actually picked up. I think through what i'm going to say while my thoughts go by a thousand mph. I gather my thoughts not caring if I sound sensitive or soft because I just need my Lou back.

"LouBabyImsososorryIdidn'tmeananythingIsaidandIwasdrunkandImissyousomuchandIthoughtitwasoverlastnightandi'msorryformycalllastnightIgrabbedourbottleofwhiskeyandchuggeditsoIwasevenmoredrunkandIdidn'tmeananythingIsaidandIloveyousomuchyou'remyforeverbabyandIcan'tloseyouIlldowhateverittakestogetyouback"

I said all of that so quickly I was even surprised, but I still don't hear anything on the other side and my stomach drops.

"Boobear please say something, please" I plead.

"I can't lose him" I think.

Finally he breaks the silence and says "Harry that hurt so bad, I couldn't think straight, I couldn't sleep, I got up this morning not even knowing what to with myself"

"I know I'm sorry Louis I'm so sorry you know I love you so much and you're my forever and I never meant to do any of this right?" I say frantically.

"Of course but you still scared me so badly I miss you so much"

I can now hear crying and sniffing on the other end. 

"What hotel did you stay at?"

I say hoping it's somewhere near but even if it wasn't I would drive to the ends of the earth for my Loubear.

"I'm at the Waldorf Hilton, why?" he asks acting like i'm not scared out of my mind and wishing he was in my arms right now.

"Okay I'm coming right now baby, and we'll go home and cuddle and i'll make you tea and your favorite snacks okay? Just be ready when I get there."

"Okay" he replies almost like he's unsure, but i don't care.

I have to see him now.