Falling Harry POV [larry fic]

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After an hour I hear someone open the door and I roll my eyes hoping it's not Louis... but it is. I see him and I'm shocked his eyes are bloodshot and puffy, his shirt has a wet spot where he's been wiping his nose, and his hair is all messy. I look at him kind of freaked out.

Why is he so upset? "BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU, YOU IDIOT '' I think to myself but I can't help also thinking why he would do this to me if he loves me?

I shake myself out of my thoughts and see that he's now sitting on the couch next to me. I scoot away not wanting to be too close or I might forgive him immediately. His cologne fills the air and I'm in heaven but never mind that. He looks at me like he's thinking hard about something.

Finally I get done waiting for him to say something and say "So?!" more forceful than I intended but I guess my emotions got the best of me.

He starts to say something but tears are streaming down his face and he's stuttering too much for me to understand what he's saying.

"If you're going to talk to me you're going to have to speak so I can understand you" I say coldly now not caring what my tone is and letting the words come naturally.

Louis takes a deep breath and begins talking "Harry" he says in a shaky voice and my eyes immediately leave him.

He lifts my chin up so I'm looking at him while he talks.

"I'm sorry," he says.

And i get very angry "Really Louis that's it? That's all you're going to say?"

I answer getting more and more worked up by the second.

"No Harry that's not all I'm going to say" he says now with more confidence and determination.

"ImsorrythatImessedupandImsorrythatIhurtyouInevermeanttohurtyouandIwasdrunkandIhadonetoomanydrinksandIlostyoulastnightinthebarandIdidntknowwhereyouwentandtheguycameuptomeandstartedflirtingwemeandnextthingIknowwerekissingandIdidntmeantoandonceIsawyourunningoutItriedtochaseyoubutyoualreadyleftbutimsosorrybabyIloveyousomuchandIjustgotyoubackandnowImgonnaloseyouagainandIcantloseyou". 

I start tearing up but I'm not ready to forgive him yet. I stare at him with a straight face while his eyes get more and more red and tears start racing down his face.

He starts whispering things like "Im sorry Haz I'm so sorry" and "I love you so much I can't lose you please."

I start to feel worse and worse by the minute. I hold out my arms not knowing if he'll actually want to hug me right now but it's worth a try. I suddenly feel Louis pounce into my arms and hug me so hard I can't breathe but I don't care. I hug him back loving the feeling of his warmth and the sweet smell of his cologne, Louis doesn't let go for about 5 minutes. When he does let go his eyes are bloodshot and super puffy and there's a tear stain on my shirt. I immediately forgive him because I can't stay mad at my Lou for too long. I pulled him into a kiss and told him we were going out to dinner and to get ready. He runs to our room and I follow him.

We throw on some nicer clothes and make our way to the car. I drive to Louis' favorite restaurant and we pick up some food and drive to a nice overlook. As we're eating our dinner it's pretty quiet and I decide this is the perfect time to talk to him about all this.

"Can we please never act like this again?" I ask in a voice a little louder than a whisper.

Louis looks me straight in the eyes and says "Of course Baby".

"Promise?" I reply.

"Of course" he says smiling softly.