My Older Cheating Alpha Mate

My Mate Ex-Mate

Luis POV:

Her mate, when I first found her we thought she was a rouge but she smell human, she was near by also so she must be a near by pack that I went in war with. I look at the side of my bed, I'm alone again, Natalie hasn't want to sleep with me ever since yesterday, I will have to start finding out about her mate the way she talks about killing me he must've been important to her but why does it hurt to know that I wasn't her first kiss or her first in anything but I shouldn't be talking right before I met her I always had sex with girls I didn't care about them even now when I found out Natalie was my mate I still had sex with girls behind her back but every time I had sex with a girl Natalie would pop up in my mind I would stop immediately what I was doing then run home hoping she was sill in our room sleeping on our bed, hoping she didn't left and every time I got home she was still there sleeping peacefully . I always wonder what she like about me but I would never get the chance to ask her because she was mad at me or we were fighting but I know why I don't want Natalie to leave me because I'll miss the way she smiles, her scent is amazing I would miss smelling her scent in the morning she smells like mangos, how her brown eyes would light up if she saw me or got excited, her shyness is cute and she's smart. She is amazing and somehow she ended up with me an asshole who doesn't treat her right, makes her cry, makes her stay up all night for me to come home so late, I miss her so much I want her back in my bed so without thinking I snuck into her room quietly I smile as she slept I lay down next to her as her pink lips were slightly open, her long brown hair spread out I stroke her hair as she sigh in peace I wrap my arms around her holding her close to me I cried then look at her face "Natalie...." I whispered she snuggle to my chest as she whispered "Ryan go back to sleep.....I love you..." My heart shattered at what she said she thought I was Ryan? Her dead mate? I cried hard and hug her tightly "I'm sorry babe" she smiles then looks at me as she says "Ryan it's not your fault you died....its that's bastard Luis fault I promise I will get revenge for you" she then went back to sleep as I cried more my mate hates me and is going to kill me what have I done. I kiss her forehead then made a promise "Natalie I will find a way to make you forgive me and make you fall in love with me again" I soon fell asleep holding my mate in my arms.