My Older Cheating Alpha Mate

I Know Now

Natalie POV:
I woke up the next day seeing Luis holding me he was fucking holding me when I told him I was going to kill him is he stupid? I really want to let out my wolf for a run and go back to my old pack grounds, I want to visit Ryan's grave I try to get out of his hold but the more I moved the tighter he holds me I was getting pissed at this moment so the only thing I could think of is kicking my leg where the his dick is so I moved my leg and kick him hard, he woke up and groan in pain as I smirk and ran away from the room as Luis growl and was running after me I shift into my wolf until Jasmine my wolf said 'go back to our mate! He is pissed! Why did you do that idiot!?' I smile then I got mad 'Jasmine he is not our mate!!! Our really mate is dead because of his fault!!!, he killed our mate!!!' my wolf Jasmine stayed quiet knowing I was right.

We kept running loosing Luis knowing he can't cross over to my old pack knowing he will be attacked, I shift then puts on my clothes I smirk at Luis as he growled his eyes turn black knowing I disrespected him and pissed him "Natalie come back right now!" He told me I smirk then flick him off "I'm not your mate or anything for you to be ordering me around bastard!" I walk away then walk off to a place me and Ryan use to go as I walk a few minutes more I saw the same beautiful water fall and the meadow of flowers I smile and saw the grave I look at the grave and bend down as I saw Ryan's name on it, "Ryan...how is it up there with the moon goddess? I hope your happy and living peacefully, I just want to tell you what happened so far, my second chance mate...the guy who killed you...cheated on me...I found them having sex in his bedroom, I feel like an idiot right now, Ryan I miss you!" I cried out loud as tears fall "he killed you!! Why did my second chance mate had to be him! Why do I have to have a mate that cheated and killed you!? Why!? Ryan I wish you were still alive! I love you Ryan! Please just come back to me!" I put my head on his grave sobbing and crying, I felt tired, mad, sad, stupid and hurt I just lay down and slowly cry myself to sleep embracing the darkness.

Luis POV:
What the hell!? Did she just disrespect me and disobeyed me!? When I get her- "shut up human don't you see you have caused our mate enough trouble, your a bastard ,you cheated on her and killed her mate, yet you still act mad about what she did!?, She hates us, she doesn't love us anymore....my mate doesn't love us..." my wolf said I growl in pain and sadness he was right our mate will never love us, she doesn't love me,she hates me, I sigh and decided to leave her alone knowing if I cross over to the side, her old pack would attack me. I walk up to the pack house looking sad I enter my office as I hear a knock on the door as my Beta and best friend Jake comes up to me as he nods.

 "Alpha we have some information about Luna's old mate it seem he was the Beta of the Rose Pack, his father was the Beta as you can see love by everyone, his mom died of a rogue attack, his mom name is Lusia Blanca and father Ryan Blanca, father blame Ryan for his mother death that's when the abuse started, he repeatedly abuse Ryan when he was child up till he was a teenager, when Ryan turn 18 he kill his father to get the Beta position that's how he became Beta, Ryan met Luna when she was 16, everybody in the pack said their Beta loved Luna so much, he always took care of her, tell her he love her, always bought her gifts, made him laugh and smile, nobody has seen him that happy in years until Luna Natalie came and was his mate, a pack warrior said every time they went off to war, Luna would always cling to him not wanting him to go to war she wanted him to stay with her but he always promised her he would be back,from what I can see their love was powerful."

 I growl Ryan was her first mate I understand but she never did any of those things with me I only made her smile a bit at times and laugh but not make her cling to me to not let me go to war, I growl more hearing their love was powerful, our love would've been powerful if I just didn't cheat, finding about Ryan he had a rough past yet he kill his own father with cold blood not caring no more, no wonder when I killed him that day he put up a fight now, I know why because he......love Natalie too much to leave her.