Stay

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by Tae800

by Tae800

I ran into my room and cried. My dad came home drunk and slapped me across the face and told me I should go kill myself since I'm the one who made mom leave, that wasn't true, I knew it wasn't. My mom left because of my dad, she just forgot about me in the house as she left. I threw a sweatshirt on, got my phone and charger, threw them in my pocket, opened my window and ran. I hated my life at home so I left. It was raining, not hard, I was so cold but refused to go back. I hear a boy laughing behind me, I turn around and see Jackson. I assumed walking home, while on the phone. Jackson looks at me and stops "Y/n?!" I walked up to him. He hangs up the phone "Why are you out here alone?" I started crying "I could ask the same thing, i ran away from home, my dad is getting more drunk and abusive everyday I-" he pulls me into his arms and throws his jacket on me. Me and Jackson walked to his place, he opened the door and we went in. He turns me to look at him "oh my god- can I beat the shit out of your dad?!" He was pissed. I started shaking, Jackson ran off and came back with some of his clothes "here, go put these on". I took them, went to the bathroom and changed into his clothes. I come out and walked over to the couch and sat down. I see Jackson walk over, he is now just in sweatpants. He sits next to me "Can I have a hug Jackson?" He smiles and wraps his arms around me "Jackson......I wanna d-die, no one loves me or c-". He lifts my chin up, there were tears in his eyes "but- I don't want you to, I can't. And, you're wrong-". His touch was light and gentle, he placed his hand on my cheek "wrong about-?" He pulls my face closer to his, he takes a deep breath "I love you". His eyes look at mine, sent a shiver down my spine. He's never looked at me like this, my heart started racing. He smirks "you're blushing" "I- um-I" I caught myself looking at his lips. He bit his lower lip "I'm g-gonna get s-some-" "I'm messin with you....." he said as I got up and walked to the kitchen. He comes behind me and hugs me "Jackson....stop messing with my feelings- p-please" I started tearing up "whoa, hey-". He turns me around to face him "I do have feelings for you Y/n- I'm sorry if I'm making you uncomfortable because you don't feel the sa-" "y-you're not ma-making me uncomfortable. Y-you're making me blush- I love you too.....ok?" I looked away. He pushes my face to look at him again, he smiled then bit his lip....AGAIN! My heart was going crazy "s-stop it!" I squealed. He laughs, put his hand on my cheek and pulls my face close to his again "I swear you are the cutest thing- you're blushing again" "I-I know I am.....just kiss me" I whispered the last part. "What was that last part?" O-oh nothing-" he puts his arm around me "please tell me..." he pouts his lip. I smiled "nope, sorry". He puts his thumb on my bottom lip "I can't lie, I heard what you said....I just wanted you to say it out loud". I went really red "f-fine, just kiss-" he cuts my words and placed his lips on mine. I ran my fingers through his hair on the sides of his head, lightly. "I love you Y/n, so damn much. I want to hurt your dad like how he hurt you. It causes me physical pain that I see you hurt". He caught a glimpse of my wrist "Y/n-, why?" He lifts my arm up and ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ looks at the scars and fading cuts on my arm/wrist. He kissed all the scars on my arm "never again....please" I nodded "o-ok". "Will you be my girlfriend?" "Yes". I hear a loud crash of thunder, making me jump into Jackson's arms. "Shhh, it's ok, it was just thunder." he puts his hand on my back and starts rubbing my back, calming me down. "Come on, let's get you to bed" he picks me up "I can walk-" "shhh". He opens his door and lays me in a guest bedroom and I slip underneath the covers. "J-Jackson-?" "Hmm?" "Never mind". Jackson sits next to me "you can talk to me Y/n, it's ok. I promise". "C-can you....s-" he smiles "do you want me to stay and cuddle with you?" I nodded. He giggles "sure, did I actually guess on what you wanted?" "M-maybe?" "Good to hear". He slips under the covers next to me and pulled me in "Thanks for letting me crash here-" "no problem, close you're eyes now. You're safe here" after he said that, I closed my eyes and fell straight asleep on him.