Reincarnated as a cannon fodder in an otome game

Prologue

^Asuri Before. Sorry for making this shitty book Enjoy babies. <3

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My name is Barnaby Emmerson, the youngest child of the Emmerson Family and yes I hate my name, my father's naming is extremely bad. My life was pretty normal(wealthy normal), I was not spoiled, unlike my siblings because of my grandmother. My grandma was an amazing person, she never judged me for my mistakes and always supported my activities as a child, but sadly she passed due to her age. I remember visiting her in her hospital bed, she would always smile whenever I visited her, although my memories of her weren't clear as crystal, I would never forget her as she was one of the best persons in my life.

I was forced to study at the young age of 6. It was fun until I was 14, my father urged­— no forced me, again, to study business. It wasn't all bad since I got to meet Alexa. She was more of a sister than my sisters. We were strolling through the garden of the school when I saw the handsome son of the gardener, that was the day I found out I was gay. Though I never had any sexual thoughts of him or any guy, I just found them attractive. I never saw him after that day, but I did find out that their family was moving to another country. Years passed and Alexa told me her biggest secret; she liked reading gay books. She said that she'd full-on support me, at first I denied it but she said that "It's fucking obvious you stupid bean" wow was it really that obvious?

*time skip. I'm too lazy for this*

I graduated and worked my ass off (father's order) and made a name for myself and my family. My siblings too did some great stuff. It was hell, but Alexa and I meet up every week so it wasn't that bad. My cat died, I was really depressed, she was my other friend except for Alexa. Alexa and I played and read so many otome games and novels. It was our getaway from the busy world we lived in.

*Another time skip. Same reason.*

After going through my life as basically a puppet of my Family, I planned to end my misery after my cousin's birthday — that's a joke obviously I love my life, kind of. But what I didn't know was that my life would really end.

I was strolling through the streets at night after I did my skin routine, and no skincare is not gay it's self-care but I'm gay so whatever, to get some fresh air when suddenly I saw a truck drive my way at an extreme speed. I didn't even get the chance to move out of the way. My body got tossed so far away, I thought I was a beyblade. The first and last thought that came to my mind was the fantasy otome game that I played with Alexa, I smiled remembering not Alexa, but the oven still running in my apartment. I didn't think of Alexa being worried since my death would probably be on the news ' Youngest child of the Emmerson Family dead after getting hit by a truck'. That bitch is probably happy that I got hit by a truck instead of a murder considering the number of otome games we've played and the reincarnation novels we've read, she probably thinks that I'm gonna get reincarnated into another world which will not happen because It only happens in stories. (fufufu clueless bean) I was losing my consciousness with every passing second, I had my last breath then everything went dark.

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*A/n*

I'm an amateur writer so please don't expect too much from my dumbness:)

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Anyways, thank you for taking your time into reading this. My update schedule is wack since I'm a student and I have homework. Ily byebye goodnight!

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10/17/2020