Riverdale Imagines (Jughead x Reader)

Drugged 2 (Jughead x Reader)

Caution: Mentions of Rape, Abuse, Suicide, and Cutting

Flash Back of Part 1
You are crying out on the wall when you whispered the one thing you couldn't get out while talking to Jughead. "I was drugged" you cried.

You just couldn't take it anymore. Jughead glaring at you while you're working at Pops. Seeing Archie at school everyday. Every time you saw him, he would smirk at you and wave. It would always make you run to the bathroom crying. Reliving every event that happened that one night that ruined your life. Lots of people had heard what happened with Jughead and thought you were a terrible person. Even Betty started saying mean stuff to you. Every time she walked by she would call you a slut or say how you were a worthless person. It was weird hearing Betty say those things since she fought so hard to get Chuck suspended for slut shaming and everything. You just suspected that Betty was still into Jughead and hated you because you were with him.

Everything was going wrong in your life and you had no one to make you want to get up in the morning. You probably wouldn't get up if it wasn't for your mom. She would never let you miss school, no matter what's going on. You used to never have to see her and her emotionally abusive self. You use to live with Jughead before everything happened but now you can't live in that apartment. After like a month of doing nothing but crying and remembering Jughead calling you a slut, you just couldn't stay there so you packed everything up and moved back in with your mom and dad.

You hated your mom for making you go to school, going to school just made everything worst. Seeing everyone, seeing Archie. You just couldn't take it anymore, you had started cutting. The more time that passed without Jughead the worst the cuts got. You were drowning in your own misery without anyone to save you. It was all a cycle, cry yourself to sleep, your mom wake you up screaming about how you'll be worthless without your education. You coming to school seeing Archie smirk and wave. That is the first time you cut yourself during the day. After that you go to first hour, cheer, where Betty calls you a slut or whatever horrible name she decided on today. Which makes you go in to locker room and cut your arm. Then you see Jughead pretend you don't exist, and when he does acknowledge your existence it's usually him glaring at you. Which makes you cry while cutting.

You thought it couldn't get any worse until one day it did. Today felt like any other miserable day you went to school. You had just got done with cheer and your arms were burning in pain. You were about to walk to second hour where Jughead will probably glare at you. When all of the sudden Archie walks up to you. As you see him walking to you you suddenly feel like you can't breathe. Archie looked around at the empty hall, just you and him. Suddenly he brings his hand up and you flinch, immediately getting ready to get hit. Archie laughs while he strokes your hair, "Awww you thought I was going to hit you" he laughs at you. He grabbed your hair pulling you into him then he kiss you. You tried to pull away but he was much stronger. You kicked and punched him but he just pulled your hair harder until you cried. After a while he just suddenly left and went to class. You felt disgusting and couldn't be at school anymore.

You cried while you ran to Sweetwater River. You couldn't take it anymore. You didn't want to be alive anymore. You got to the iced over river and got your phone out. You hoped Jughead hadn't blocked you so that he could see your text. You thought about maybe telling him what Archie had done in the text but you didn't see why you should. It wasn't like it was going to change anything after you were dead. And you didn't wanna hurt Jughead anymore.

You typed a goodbye message, "Jughead, I know you probably don't want to hear from me but this is important. God this is really hard to write, you know I've never been one with words. Unlike you and your beautiful writing. Please never stop writing Jughead. I know it's selfish but a part of me hopes that you'll be saddened when you find out what I did. Which I know is fucked up to even think about. Anyway I just wanted to let you know I love you so much....you're probably the only reason it took me so long to do this. Goodbye Jughead.❤️"

Jughead heard his phone ding. He looked down and saw your name. Rolling his eyes, he turned his phone off. It wouldn't of matter if he read the text anyway, by the time he got your text, you had already fell into the freezing cold water. While under the water, you heard Jughead's beautiful voice, saying goodbye to you then everything went dark.

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Wow 875 words, that's a lot. Part three is updated! Go read!

@trumpettay on Tumblr helped me write this part.