In the chapter 'How It Could've Ended' in Abalyes Voltaris, there was a bit of a deeper meaning than it may seem.
I was pretty much writing put how I felt, and I was out of work and in quarantine. I wasn't sick, but I had about a month off of my job, due to COVID 19, probably like a bunch of other people had.
My mental health had sky rocketed down, and I was starting to have suicidal thoughts. I never told my parents, until I had a mental breakdown on the first day of online school.
I'm just like my dad, I keep things bottled up until it explodes, and it does. I've even had these breakdowns at school before.
Anyway, that's not the point here.
I almost committed suicide, but my youngest brother had woken up and had also woken up our mum. I never had the chance after that.
If he hadn't of gotten up and woken up mum, I probably wouldn't be here. Of course I'd never actually say anything, but I'm grateful that that had happened.
I wouldn't of met everyone or had these books. And some other bad things would've happened, but I'm not going to mention those.
Funny thing is, none of my irl friends, or the friends I have here, (aka people I have a close connection to, so don't take it the wrong way if I don't mention you) know this either. I'll mention them.
Chaitanyasinha
SamIren
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Should I put this in WCHITFIWASOS? Probably, but I won't. It's staying here. But it is about my fanfiction... idk, it'll be here for now.
It's here now. I decided to put it here.
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What Could've Happened In The Fanfictions I Wrote... And Some Other Stuff
Fanfiction!WARNING! SPOILERS FOR THE FANFICTIONS I HAVE WRITTEN, READ BEFORE READING THIS! This includes ocs from my fanfictions. Has info for some of the different ways chapters could've gone, a bunch of bios for ocs, half of a chapter (the full one is in Sh...
