A/N - miscarriage
You were thrilled, beyond thrilled in fact. You had just been on the phone to your midwife who said you needed to be induced today. Rushing through to the bedroom to pack your overnight bag, you nearly forgot to call Louis before picking up your phone and dialling his number.
You Louis
Hey baby, you alright?
Super alright! The midwife just called and said I needed to be induced, today at 4pm!
Oh god! Babe, what time is it?
It's nearly 9:30am now, will you make it?
I think so! I'll need to chat to my director to see if I can get off a bit earlier
Babe, I'm sure he'll let you off for the birth of your son
I really hope so
*laughter*
Sorry babe they just called be back in. I can pick you up from the house at 2:30pm?
Okay, I'll see you then! Love you!
Love you too babe
You ended the call and resumed packing your bag, excited that in a few short hours you should be meeting your first child. Putting your bag by the door, you noticed that time had slipped by and it was nearly 2:15. The feels suddenly engulfed you and the next thing you knew, you were sobbing on the floor.
-time skip bc i lazy af-
You were sitting patiently in the hospital gripping Louis' hand,
"Are you nervous?" He asked,
"Lou, this is the birth of our first child I'm totally chill.." you say sarcastically
"Okay that's good-" He begins,
"I'm being sarcastic! I am petrified! What if I don't make it? What if the pain is too much? What if the baby doesn't make it?" You rambled, startling Louis
"Hey- hey calm down okay? Everything will be fine, you've got the doctor and the nurses and you've got me" He smirked at that last bit,
"Okay you're right" You took a deep breath, "I just need to calm down"
"Y/N L/N?" You were jolted from peace as your name was called and it was time for the arrival of your baby boy.
There were no signs to let you know that your baby wouldn't make it, or that you would have to be put on life support. There was nothing to tell you that Louis would go home alone and crying instead of with his new small family.
You woke up, in a hospital room with an oxygen mask strapped to your face. The previous events soon flooded by in rapid succession; scared, pushing, pain, crying.
"Lou... Louis!" You started frantically looking around trying to find your partner, your baby at the back of your mind.
The door of your hospital room suddenly opened, and to your relief it was Louis,
"Y/N! Oh thank goodness you're awake, we were all worried" He came to your bedside with tears in his eyes, "How are you feeling?"
"I-I'm fine. Where's our baby?" You looked deep into his eyes as you said the last part, hoping he would allow you the justice of the truth,
"Oh babe I'm so sorry, he didn't survive. They miscalculated and- he was born prematurely, he wasn't ready. I'm sorry" Louis kissed your hand.
Through tears you managed to croak "I love you"
"I love you more"
11 November 2020
Struggling with ideas, requests appreciated!
P.S. this was really sad, sorry
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Louis Partridge - one shots and imagines
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