Step-Brother [Namkook]

Chapter 6

Jk pov-

I peek inside his bathroom and there he is. Standing under the shower. Naked. And... Masturbating.

His tall, bulky hot body, leaning against the wall. His back attached to the wall and his head hung backwards. His eyes shut as he feels the pleasure. He bites his lower lip while increasing the speed and pressure. Water runs down his body, slowly as I watch... From his sharp jawline, to his throat, his chest, down his barely structured abs and finally, his cock.

Then I watch as his hand runs up and down his long length. His dick is huge. And the sound of his moans are so pleasurable and... Arousing. I find myself having a hard-on.

Fuck! I'm not gay! And.. He's my step brother for god's sake!

I start feeling hotter and hotter and I watch his reactions while he comes closer to his finale. But then, suddenly, an image cross my mind. A memory. A distinct memory of.... Me.. In bed with Namjoon... Giving him a handjob...

I quickly shut the door run to own room, locking my door behind me. I run a hand through my hair in panic. This is unbelievable! How is this possible? That's impossible. But proving myself wrong, I remember more and more. I remember everything that happened that night. No! How could he!?

With anger taking over me, I storm into Namjoon's room again, and find him dressed, standing beside the bed. I lock my eyes with his and yell. "Why did you do that!?"

He frowns. "What're you talking about?"

I walk closer and take his collars in my fists. "That night! When I was drunk! You took advantage of me, you asshole!"

He gulps and looks away. "You... Remember?"

"Oh hell yes I remember, you pervert! You.. You fag!" Just as the word leaves my mouth, Namjoon grabs my shoulders, turns us around, and drops me on bed. This happens so fast that I only realize this when he's on top of me, holding my wrists on top of my head.

"Listen. You might be strong, but I'm stronger. So, don't ever assume that you can threaten me in any way. Second, if you really remember everything, then you know that YOU were the one who came onto me first. YOU were the one who started it. Not me. I'm not a pervert and I don't deserve to be called as one, understand?" I barely blink. He's so intimidating. And.. He's right. I was the one who started it.

"But.. I.. I was drunk! You could've stopped it! And I'm not gay! And.. I'm your step brother!" I protest.

"I never said I wasn't wrong. We both were."

His face is so close to mine. I can literally feel the heat coming from him. He just took a shower... And he smells so good. He finally lets me go and we both stand up straight. I look away and clear my throat. "J.. Just so you know, I'm not gay, alright?"

"I know."

And I leave.

Next day in school, I sit with Tae in class, Jimin behind me.

"You can't believe what happened last night!" Tae chimes.

"You fucked Jin Hyung?" Jimin speaks uninterestedly.

"No way! How'd you know?" He asks surprised.

"It's written all over your face." I tell Tae and he grins.

"Who was the top though?" Jimin asks.

"Of course me." Tae smirks.

I clear my throat and ask slowly, "How.. Does it feel?"

"Sex?" Tae asks and I nod. "Well, it isn't much different than hetero-couples. Even better if you ask me. Tighter, more passionate and no worries about pregnancy. Win-win."

"It's the same for top and bottom?" I ask and Tae thinks for a moment.

"No... Both have different experiences. Why don't you ask Jimin about the bottom thing?"

"Fuck you! I'm a top!" Jimin shouts at Tae, making him chuckle.

"Yeah? Your jibooty is famous all over the campus buddy. Everyone knows you're gay and bottom." Jimin rolls his eyes at Tae and looks at me.

"What about you, Jungkookie?" He asks.

"M.. Me? I'm not gay!"

"Yeah but still... If you were, would you be a top or bottom?" Jimin asks.

"You have to ask that? Of course he'd be a top. Look at those muscles." Tae speaks, running his palm on my bicep.

"True... But I feel he can be a bottom too, with the right person, you know?"

"Okay, enough. I have practice, I'm going." I stand up and leave. Bottom? Never! If I was a gay, I'd definitely be a top!

Nj pov-

"Namjoon, can we talk?" Yoongi asks, snatching my book from my hand.

"What?" I ask, looking at him and Jin.

"You've been so distant since morning. What's going on?" Yoongi asks and I roll my eyes.

"Nothing. Just give me my book."

"Namjoonah! Come on. You can tell us. We're your friends." Says Jin and I sigh.

"Guys... There's something I need to think about, okay?"

"What's bothering you? Share with us. We can all come up with a solution together." Yoongi speaks in a comforting tone.

I look at Jin and he nods. "Fine!" I sigh and think about what to tell them and what not to. "See... You know that I've never dated anyone, right?"

"Yep." They speak together.

"So... There's this person I'm feeling for... I don't know what that "feeling" is but... I get an erection whenever I think of them."

"Oh.. That doesn't sound something to be worried about." Jin says.

"I know but... That person is a guy." Both of them fall silent and then Jin suddenly hugs me.

"Oh my god! You finally figured out your sexuality! I'm so happy for you! Welcome to the squad, buddy!" Jin speaks excitedly and Yoongi calms him down.

"There's more to that... Right?" Yoongi asks and I nod.

"Right... Actually... That person... That guy.. Is Jungkook."