Step-Brother [Namkook]

Chapter 10

Nj pov-

I wake up early like I normally do. But this time was different. This time, I had the most beautiful guy, in this entire universe, in my arms. I smile. He's amazing. His body is amazing. His moans, his expression, little squeals are amazing.

And then I smile at how he was calling me hyung the other night. I always wanted him to call me that. I wanted to listen to that word from him. But I never thought I'd be able to hear it... While we have sex. This was undoubtedly one of the best nights of my life.

I cuddle closer, his naked back attached to my chest. I hear his relaxed breathing. Then a thought occurs. Why? Why did he let me do that? Why did he let me fuck him? What was he thinking? Did he just... Do it because it felt nice? He did it because he is closeted gay? He did it because he likes me too? No. The last one is definitely not the case. He hates me. But he was so under my control last night that it's hard to say if we ever hated each other in our entire lives.

He moves under my arms and turns around slowly. I watch as he rubs his eyes before opening them. And when he does, his beautiful big eyes lock with mine. And I see him turning red under my gaze. He blushes and looks down, not meeting my eyes. He's cute.

Jk pov-

Fuck! What do I do now? We just had sex last night! Gay sex! And... I was the bottom! And... I let it happen! And... He's... Legally my brother!

I try to ignore the fact that he still has me wrapped around his arms and is watching me. I finally sigh and ask, "What're you looking at?" More like, I mumble.

"Why aren't you looking at me?" He asks. Is he mocking me?

"You know exactly why!"

"I do. You're shy."

"N-no! I'm not!"

He chuckles. "Yeah? Look at me then."

I take a deep breath and slowly look at his face. He's smiling. His dimples are on show. His nose is so small and cute. His eyes are so deep... His gaze... Feels warm. His hair, as I remember grabbing them last night, are soft. And... His lips. Those lips holds power. The way he was kissing me last night...

"Does it hurt?" He asks with a genuine concern.

"Huh?"

"Your butt. Does it hurt?" He asks. How shameless. I clear my throat.

"No." It does though. A little.

"You sure? Because I know it was your first time... And maybe I was a little rough."

I shake my head. "I'm okay..." Then I ask after a pause, "yours?"

"Huh? My butt?"

"No. First time."

"With a guy, yeah. It was my first time too. And I'm glad it was you."

I frown. "Why?"

"You haven't figured that out yet?"

"No... Tell me."

"How about I show you?" Before I could reply, he cups my face and starts kissing. His other hand snakes around my waist, pulling me closer as I close my eyes and kiss him back. It feels nice to kiss him. Then he slowly pulls back. "Got it now?"

"Don't tell me that you..."

"Yep. I like you."

My mouth drop open in shock. What? When? How? Last time I remember, we were about to throw fists at each other... Then when did he... But now that I think about it... He was a bit changed from the past few days. He was taking care of me, bought me lunch, beat up a kid for me, talked to my coach, fed me and all that.

So i don't say anything because nothing comes out of my mouth. And like always, he reads my mind and smiles.

"Let me explain. To be honest, I never thought that I was gay, because no one attracted me. And yeah, in the starting... I hated you. I did. Because after my dad married your mom, my life turned upside down. I was happy in my own world but then u barged in my calm sea lake like a rock. You disturbed everything and for that I hated you. But now, I'm glad. I'm glad you came in my life. Because all along, what you did was take me out of my comfort zone. You did all those things I never could do. I was jealous before, but I feel inspired now. Your vibe is totally different from mine. I hated to be around you because you reminded me of everything that I could never be..."

He smiles and runs his palm on my cheek and continues, "But everything has changed now. When exactly? I don't remember... Maybe it was the night you were drunk and... We got a little physical... But after that night... Like a switch suddenly flipped inside me... I started looking at you in a different light. And couldn't help but... Fall in love with you."

I just keep staring into his eyes. This... This was his confession for me... He did it smoothly. He's so... Clear and honest about his feelings.

"Mom always told me that I should see you as my role model... But I didn't realize it until now." I tell him, finally opening up. "I've always been a little short tempered and I was barely good at studies. And... Just like you... I hated you because you were everything I wasn't. You were everything I wanted to be. I wanted people to respect me. I wanted to be smart, intelligent. I wanted to have a reputation. You had it all. And I hated you because before mom married your dad, I was the only man in her life... So, just like you, my life also turned upside down. I as also startled with the change."

He listens to me and nods when I finish. "Jungkookie, I love you. I really do. You're my baby brother and well the person I adore the most."

Something inside me flutter, listening those words, coming out of his mouth. "Well... I.... Don't hate you too.... Hyung." And just as I expected, listening hyung, he bites his lower lip and jumps on me and starts kissing me passionately.

I smirk and kiss him back.