Hey! My name is Type . I am a college student, first year, engineering. My life, just like me, is everything out of the ordinary, save for the fact that I have a huge, huge crush on my best friend. it's in fact the only aspect that adds a sprinkle of adventure to my boring life. But this adventure is fucking painful because I can't confess, I have to just bury my feelings deep down in my heart. My best friend never ever, in his entire life, since I have known him ....ya, him, I am bi....so he has never ever shown any signs of liking towards me or for that matter, anyone. at this rate, I have come to deem that he is asexual, aromantic so there is no use confessing to him or trying my luck. By the way, his name is Tharn thara kirigun ,ikr so magnificent to hear.
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We have been together since the day we made our presence in this world of possessions. Our parents live next doors, our childhoods were spent playing with each other, then school and now college and we are roomies.
Huh! I am not lucky, as you think, living together with my crush, it just aches my heart seeing him every single day. His ways may not be intentiona,l but are so damn, fucking, freaking, hot and sexy and almost illegal to exist. I can't help but thirst all over my roommate...just like other gays and girls in our college campus. he has rightly been crowned as the king of our college and has millions of fans following his fcs, but he turns a cold shoulder to everyone, I must say he is boring AF, just a studious jock , his entire friend circle consists of just Thiwat, ie me....yeah this fact makes me proud somewhere in there, but , that's it, nothing more, I am just a best friend to him.
Well, now I have decided I'll give up on him...ya I will move on....at least I can try to. But the problem is that , I have been trying to get over him since the two years , I have tried dating as a solution. Dating different girls, I have never felt a thing towards anyone, till now; all are fucking boring in front of tharn. Still I kept on going..... And the interesting part in all this, is that, when these sluts see me they are all over me, from head to heals, all just because of my looks, but then, when we try to make-out, I miserably fail....I have never known how to kiss...and that is the main reason I always get dumped by those girls. But still, I haven't given up.... if there are 365 days in an year .....I will try my best to get over tharn ....even if it takes 365 girls, one girl, each day.
Today I have a date with a girl named Puifai, she is from the fine arts faculty, if I could say, she is a perfect woman to make, beautiful, intelligent , talented, hardworking, kind ,caring and everything else that it takes to be a good human being, but nothing close to my tharn ...oopsies!! let me take back that 'my.'
Tharn's pov
Wadee! I am thara kirigun, better known as tharn. let me come directly to the point y'all want to know , I am in love with my best friend, in love since I have known I am gay....and he is the reason I have realized my sexual identity.....we have been together since childhood, family and stuff. Type has been my only friend since day one and eventually became my best friend but never exceeded that status. At first, I was in denial of the fact that I was in love with type, but then I realized that this fact couldn't be censored any more, I accepted it and am living my life in agony.
