Your Perfect (Ziall Fanfic)

Chapter 7

Nialls P.O.V

"I hate you! Who would love someone as ugly as you! Just get away from me you ugly cow! Go and have sex with someone else!" Zayn said as he walked to the door.

Tears streamed down my face. "Wait! I'm sorry I don't know what I did! Please don't leave me! I need you in my life..." I said as Zayn opened the door and walked out slamming it shut.

I laied on the ground crying my broken heart out. Why me? Why does everything bad have to happen to me? I loved him! I would die for him. The image in my head of him and me sitting watching T.V came in my head... Him saying he would die if I left him and me agreeing with him. More tears filled my eyes. Another image came in my head... Him kissing me in the rain and telling me he loves me. Was that all just a dirty lie? Did he really love me or did he just want me for sex?!

Anger filled up in my body. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor blade and placed it to my skin. I pushed the blade deep into my skin as blood started to poor down my pale skin, painting it red. Why did I have to be so fucking ugly? Why did I have to be fat and worthless? I fell to my knees on the ground. I laied down knowning my time had come to leave this cruel world. I was just about to close my eyes and drift away when the door flung open. I couldnt see who it was my vision was to blurry to make out the figure. My eyes shut and I was gone.

I woke up tears streaming down my face. My breathing was heavy. My heart was pounding. I looked around and found Zayn sound asleep next to me. I laied back down but dared not to fall back to sleep. I picked up my phone and checked the time. 4:38. I saw I had one new message so I checked it. I looked at who sent it to me but it didnt have a name. I checked the message.

Niall babe, I've missed you! I came looking for you. Sorry about those last few years when we were younger. Do you forgive me? come back to me because I still love you. Please? Oh and if you havent forgot this is Jacob. K babes Bye xx

No, no, no! This can't be happening. Not him! Not now! Just to make things worse he has to be here. Fuck me! He can't come now I'm perfectly fine with Zayn! I turned my phone off and placed it back on the table next to me. I looked at the ceiling and waited for morning.

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Zayn woke up and I pretended I was asleep knowing he would think something was wrong if I was awake. I usually sleep a bit long then him. I felt him get out of the bed and walk out of the bedroom. I fluttered my eyes open and looked to see that no one was around. I got out of the bed and walked to the bathroom. I turned the cold water on and splashed it on my face.

"Niall? Babe? Are you alright?" I heard Zayn say. I turned around to see him leaning against the door with his arms crossed. He walked up to me and pulled me into a tight hug.

"Uh, yeah I'm fine." I said as he let go of me. He looked into my eyes and smiled.

"Okay then, if there is anything wrong you do know you can tell me right?"

"Yeah I know," I said trying to fake a smile and act normal. He smiled and nodded and walked out of the bathroom and went back downstairs. I watched as I saw him leave and turned back around. I opened the cupboard and looked around until I found it... my razor blade.

"What do you want for breakfast?!" I heard Zayn yell from down stairs.

"Anything. Surprise me!" I yelled back. I put the blade back in the cupboard and walked down the stairs to have breakfast.