Your Perfect (Ziall Fanfic)

Chapter 8

Zayn's P.O.V

I walked up to mine and Niall's room and heard his phone ring. I walked over to the cupboard and looked at what it was. A new message. I picked his phone up and was about to enter the code when Niall walked in.

"What are you doing?" he said. I looked up at him and smiled.

"You got a message and I was gonna look at it for you," I said. He glared at me and grabbed the phone out of my hand.

"It's my phone not yours so it's my message and I don't want you looking through my fucking messages! Okay so just leave it!" He screamed at me. Woah someone is cranky today. I looked at him and turned back around walking into the bathroom. I closed the door and locked it. I looked in the mirror at myself.

What is Niall hiding from me? He never yells. This is not like him and he wouldn't just snatch the phone off of me like that. Would he? Something is bothering him and I'm going to find out. I opened the cupboard and searched for my hair gel. I grabbed the gel and was about to close the cupboard when something caught my eye. I picked it up. What would a razor blade be doing in the cupboard just sitting there...? I looked at it and seen a faint red line where the sharp end was. My heart stopped...

No. Not Niall. He wouldn't do this. He wouldn't. His not miserable. He is happy and carefree. Why? I closed the cupboard and opened the door. Niall was sitting on the bed looking at his phone. I walked up behind him and hugged him from behind. He turned around so I had access to his arm. I pulled the sleeve up to revilie his arm. He tried pulling away but he isn't getting away that easily. I looked at the many scars that covered his arm. Old and new ones. Tears filled my eyes. I looked up at him and he just kept looking at his arm.

I got up and ran down the stairs. He ran after me yelling my name but I ignored it. I grabbed everything that was sharp and put it all in a bag including the razor blade. I'm not letting my poor Nialler get hurt again. He grabbed my arm and took the bag out of my hand. He ran up the stairs to our bedroom and locked the door shut. I banged on the door screaming his name. I started kicking the door until it fell down. I saw Niall on the ground holding the bag and crying. I picked the bag up and hugged him like my life depended on it.

"Why Niall? Why? Your happy not miserable!" I said tears filled my eyes.

"Because... Because of my past. It's really none of your business!" he yelled at me. I stood up my heart was pounding. No if his gonna be like this...

"No Niall! This is stupid..."

"SO YOUR CALLING ME STUPID NOW?! WOW THANKS ZAYN!" he yelled at me. I looked at him.

"Don't fucking yell at me! You know what I don't fucking give a shit what you do anymore! I don't believe I loved someone as ugly as you!" I said and ran out of the room. I ran down the stairs and out the door. What am I doing? Niall is my life! I can't just leave him there!! I love him. He dies I die..

I ran back into the house and ran up the stairs. I walked into the room... But there was no sign of Niall? I ran up to the bathroom door. Shit it's locked. I grabbed the spare key and unlocked the door. I'm pretty sure my heart dropped... There Niall was laying on the ground blood all over the ground and all over his arms. Shit. I sat there shaking him trying to wake him up. But no response came. I picked him up bridal style and walked out of the house putting him in the car. I got in the drivers seat and started the car. I drove off driving as fast as I could to the hospital.

A/N OMG I feel so mean. :'( anywhore I hope you liked it and I will update the nest chapter soon. ^_^ xx