kissing (sotus Kristsingto) 😉18+(inshots)

I hate you p

Guys this will be a 2 parted chapter Pls cope with my brain
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Pov of arthit

Don't ask where is kongpob.... He left me all alone in this place as if he doesn't care....  He is out for 4 days and it's only the first day and I am dieing. It's Halloween soon and my mind is going crazy. 3 days left for him to return

No ones point of view
After 3 days

At 6....  Kong came.. He noticed that the lights are off and he knocks the door... But no reply even after his 10th knock....  He thought his p was out to buy something. He had knew the password of the lock. He opened it....

The house was a bit dirty as if no one cleaned it from few days. He sat near on the sofa. And smiled thinking what all he have to show his p. Then he walked towards the kitchen and drank some water and found that something was strange....  No something was too strange.

He found that there were some plates left in the kitchen without cleaning and it can never happen if arthit was there... But whatever he cleaned the plates and went to their room.

He found that arthit's working table didn't have any books over it cause it can never be possible as arthit used to read a book at 4 after returning from job and would keep it on the table.... Which was his daily routine that he can't ever skip. He even pick his this habit before kongpob.

But whatever.... Kong went in and took a bath and changed into his normal clothes. It was half an hour and there were no spec of arthit.  He picked his phone and called arthit but no one picked up....  It was saying that the number was switched off.

He called him 30 times but no one answered except the voice saying "the number you have dialled is switched off.. " he was worried sick. He planned to call bright but he too didn't pick his phone he tried for 10 times but it said "the number you have dialled is not picking up the phone " maybe he kept it on silent mode.

He had no one else to call as tutah was in military and knot was abroad.... After 2 hours he headed someone coming in. He got down and saw bright... He had tears all over as if he was crying from days. As bright saw Kong he rushed to him and hugged him tightly.

Kong was confused and asked "p'bright(off  jumpol) what happened why are you crying? " and bright said crying and sniffing "he... Hee(hiccup) l-eft..... Mee(hiccup)".... And kong was still confused "who what happened first sit down.... And then let's talk".... And took him to the sofa and bought a cup of water but bright was crying like hell.

Kong asked "what happened tell me... And where is P'arthit?" and bright cried more and more and said " aarrthit lleft (tears rolling down... And making his lips wet.... This made Kong's heart beat 100 times more fast)... Us " and kong asked again "where... He never told me? " and bright said "hee isss gonne"....

And kong was still stuck he asked "to where... Stop crying and tell me? " his heart was racing.... He was terrified.... He wanted to know what did bright meant by 'gone'. And bright said crying and holding Kong's hands " heee... Died... Heeeeee he won't return " kong fell down to bright's feet and tears rolled down.

He was terrified...  He started to cry loudly...  So loudly that even arthit could hear it in heaven. Kong held bright's legs and said " p' don't play.....  Tell me... It's a.... Joke..... I.. I will... Do anything just... Tell me itss a joke please I beg you "

And bright sat down and hugged him tightly and said "ittts not a joooke.... He died next day after you left.... He met an accident " and kong gripped bright's shirt from back tightly.... And started to shout "why....  Iits a li. Eee.... Tell me..... I am.... So.. Rry I... Will n. Eve.. R leave you... P please " he was hurt deep.

As if someone was chopping his heart a million times.... Arthit's pictures and smiled were running in his mind.. He was not believing it... He could never imagine arthit leaving his hands. A smile he saw for 5 years faded in one single day....  His ears just wanted to hear arthit's voice his lips just wanted arthit's taste his eyes were dieing to see even arthit's shadow.

He just wanted him to be near him at least by 200 kilometer... The reflection he saw in the mirror was broken.... Only a big crack was there. Bright broke the hug and took a letter out of his hand.... He said "kong...  Arthit wrote it on the day he left . Cause he was missing you.... Read.... It.... " and kong said crying " I don't believe you.... It's a lie " and bright hugged him and said..... "no it's not.... He didn't want you to cry for sure... Read it... I... I am leaving..... "

And bright went out crying leaving kongpob alone.... Kong's eyes were filled with tears... He was broken with a hammer. He just wanted to die and meet his p again and hold his body against him and give him a never ending hug. It was just like he lost his soul even though he is still alive.

He took out the beer kept in the fridge.... The beer had it written on it "since 1996" the year when arthit was born... He hugged the bottle and cried.... He fell on his knees and shouted "I am sorry... P come back.... I will die.... Please don't do this " but only silence was the answer... He took the letter that bright kept. And he drank while reading it.

It was written..

"kongpob... You left me for damn 4 days..... Alone... This house also feels empty without you... I wanted to come with you but it was your office trip....  I miss your words.... Your talks... It's just the first day and I am still counting the days left for you to return... You wishing good morning early by 6 was the best.... And a cup of coffee from your hands was like an heaven.... After you come back I will tear this page off but I will write it every day. Come back fast. I want to eat out with you... It's winter and sleeping without you makes me feel cold... I want to cuddle in you.... Come fast already... I won't cry for now but I don't know if I can hold of not (tear drop over it of arthit). Missing you

Your p(tear drop of arthit)
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And Kong's tears made the sheet wet... He bit his lips hard which made his lips bleed. He threw the bottle he had to the floor and cried holding the letter and kissing it. And fell on the floor crying hardly.... His tears flooded his shirt wet and his hands were shaking in cold he was shivering....

He stood up and accidentally landed his leg on the glass pieces but he couldn't feel a bit of pain... His leg was bleeding.. He remembered a moment when Kong said "p'arthit what if I died tomorrow " and arthit slapped him right on his back while working on his computer and said " don't even dare to say that again. Or you won't find me with you anymore"...

All the funny, sweet,  sad, happy and even lame moments were playing in his mind. The moment when he used to shout "kongpob" while he was the hazer and when Kong said "I will make you my wife" the moment when arthit kissed him on the bridge. The moment when he they cried when kongpob didn't tell about his father.... Every single moment

He walked up to his room while he had his feet bleeding and leaving blood behind. He opened the drawer where arthit kept his shirts and remembered the time when he took the clothes from his balcony while he was resting after running 54 laps.... he took a white shirt and hugged it tightly crying

He wanted to sleep but couldn't he laid in the bed while keeping a photo of arthit on his chest... He wanted to die but remembered the words "or you won't find me with you anymore" he took out some sleeping pills so that he could sleep and see his p in his thoughts.

He had the pills and soon fell asleep his eyes was filled with tears. After sometime he saw P'arthit sitting on his tummy waking him up.... And p went to the kitchen and kong woke up he followed him to the kitchen and saw p cooking he hugged him from behind...

And arthit said "what happened?" and kong said "you look cute like hell I want to kiss you " and held his face and kissed him from behind and then said " I love you... You know right" and arthit said "yeah me too" and tears started to roll down arthit's face and he said "but I it's late" and suddenly arthit faded away while kong looked at his hands hugging nothing. And he woke up it was a dream he was crying.... His alarm struck 6 am... The time for arthit to go to office

And he looked besides him to wake arthit but nothing was there except his photo.

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It's a big long.
It's sad I know very well.
I am missing p' arthit too.
Hope you support me.
Thank you and sorry for mistakes.