He could not even say that he loved Kong for the last moment. He went near to the table touching the place where Kong closed his eyes and the pen he loved the most.
He looked down and found a white sheet flying on the ground due to air. As if it wanted Arthit's attention. He bend down and took it in his hands.
As he saw Kong's handwriting he started to pool out tears. His love for Kong can never die untill he himself dies. He started to read. It was
_______________________ P' arthit I know I am a very bad boyfriend and a husband . I couldn't even give you a pleasant last memory. But I want to tell you this "I love you more than I ever do myself." I can't stand this pain. (Tear drop)I prayed a bit to die soon since the pain is more hurting. But p'(blood drop of kong maybe his nosebleed) ...you close your eyes and call my name I promise this I will forever be besides you. I am (tear drop)gonna bid a bye .but there are memories for you and a lot of small gifts. You know where my diary is na...hubby..(blood drop) Yours forever(blood drop) Kong ------———------------------------------------------------------ And this made arthit cry while falling on his knees and hugging the sheet to his chest. He closes his eyes and says "kongpob.where are you?" There was no response. But suddenly a warm wind in the cold day struck his windows and caressed arthit's hairs.
He smiled a bit. Then his brain worked for the diary. He opened Kong's drawers in his study table and there were some hospital files. He opened it. It was of when Kong went to hospital for check ups and he first knew he had such a disease.
Arthit cried a bit as he saw a small note from Kong's hand in it it said "p' I... I want to live...but see God is not good to me....I want to live with you..." Arthit could only cry after seeing that.his boy went through the pain but he never even spoke a word about it.
Then he searched a bit and he found Kong's diary. And he was shocked to see. The diary was a special one. It was not the regular one he opened it. It started with
24th March It is today p' I went to the hospital. It is a sad news I got the worst disease. I hope you can't get to know this. I love you a lot. I will write small small entries for you from today. Bye (He wrote each day but I am gonna only tell you the main ones)
30th March We are here. Married couples now. I will fullfill all your dreams and make a lot of memories for you . #remember to smile everyday or I will be sad#
14th April You love children na...I know.... But it's a surprise. But here is a gift. I planned it for our new year. I filled the adoption letter for a little cat it's a cute one a syphx cat. It's name is 'pluto' nice na. I asked them to give it to you on 31st December as a gift. #eat healthy food only ok #
29th April Wifeeeyyyy I know you are busy with work. I want to take you for a good movie the actor is "Tay tawan" a great actor. I wanted to get his sign for you and here it is.#dont forget to exercise my fluffy ball#
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