Beyond Desires - Sixteen

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Jolie's perspective 

That night I spent it shouting and really crying from the bottom of my heart, it was funny because it started raining and pouring and that's when I knew it was no longer paradise .. at all.

I stood in front of Marc and all I could do was break down in front of him whilst he pleaded telling me sorry, he had done a lot of things but nothing could surpass the hurt that I was currently feeling from him and I didn't know if he could fix it.

We had a great day together, it was beautiful but that quickly went out of the window,

Jolie..- YOU HAD THE AUDACITY TO GIVE ME HELL ABOUT RAMIRO AND YOU WERE OUT HERE DOING SOME BULLSHIT

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Marc..- WATCH YOUR TONE FAM,

Jolie..- that's all you can fucking say! watch your tone, address the fact that what I'm being told it's true

Marc..- it's true and I told you that I'm sorry but you need to understand that that was before we came on this trip

I shook my head and walked around,

Jolie..- I cant even believe you right now

I let out a sigh,

Jolie..- you make me sick, you make me so SICK

I charged over to him and started shoving him and he was just holding onto me tightly trying to calm me down,

Marc..- JOLIE RELAX MAN,

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Marc..- I GET IT,

Jolie..- YOU GET IT? YOU GET IT?

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Jolie..- you've said some fucked shit to me! broken my self esteem, questioned my loyalty,

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Jolie..- said all this fucking shit

Marc..- because I didn't trust you and thats the fucking truth! Why the fuck am I gonna lie

Jolie..- you were lying to me before when you were making it seem like you weren't fucking other jawns!

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Jolie..- do you know what stop talking you're contradicting yourself

Marc..- fam re-lax!

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Marc..- shit, I know I fucked up but you ain't perfect either

He sat down and took a deep breath out and I shook my head at him despicably because I couldn't even believe he had the cheek to speak to me this way considering what he was doing, he was sleeping with a whole girl in the same weekly cycle as me, what wasn't clicking for him?

Jolie..- HOW,

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Jolie..- IM ALWAYS FUCKING GOOD TO YOU, IT AINT HARD TO SEE IT FOR GOODNESS SAKES,

He got up and stood in front of me,

Marc..- YOU AINT PERFECT BECAUSE YOUVE FUCKED UP TOO!

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Jolie..- OVER IMAGINARY NIGGAS MARC? REALLY

I looked at him frantically!

Jolie..- you think everyone is LIKE YOU

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Jolie..- NOT EVERYONE HAS TIME TO JUGGLE PLENTY PEOPLE THE WAY YOU DO-

Marc..- man shut your mouth you know I ain't got the time

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