(not edited be careful lol)
i want it all back. the adventures, the smiles, the laughs, the friends. but it's all gone. it's gone forever. now, it's just me and my memories. forever. i view picture after picture, making my pain grow. the longing pain of loneliness. it hurts so bad, how do I make it stop? how do I make this feeling go away?! I'm all alone because I'm fucking stupid! I need to get rid of it, i need to burn it! i snatch the lighter off the sink and bring the photo up. the taunting photo shakes with my hand, but I burn it. i burn it to ashes. my breath is shaking and my eyes are drowning. the photo is gone yet I feel worse. I fall back sobbing. nothing is ok anymore, not without you.
