The Black Death

Chapter one

The first pregnancy

"Hello miss marshes, I'm going to be your new therapist from now on." The guy sitting in the desk chair across from me says
"What happened to the other one?" I asked
"She had to leave for personal reasons" he says trying to hide the fact that I'm the one that made her leave "I've read your files" he continues
"And?" I say with a little Force
"And I threw them away I want to start fresh with you, I want you to tell me your story. Your life story you look like a girl that is fighting a lot of really dark dark demons" he says leaning on his desk
"How the hell would you know that? And why should I believe that your different from the rest, everyone leaves you will too" I say leaning my body closer to him while still sitting in the chair
"I'm not going anywhere" he says looking right at me
"Fine, if you really want to know I'll start with what set me off the most, that made my mind crack the hardest. The death of my first child" I said leaning back in my chair

I was 15, in love, and pregnant.....

"Alex I'm pregnant..." i say sitting next to him
"We'll be great parents" he said happy about the situation
I don't know if I'm happy about it, I'm only fifteen I'm not ready to be a mother but he's looks ready to be a father and I don't want to take that away from him. I don't want to lose him so I'll keep it to keep him
"Yes, yes we will. I can't wait till our baby comes" i say faking a smile

We had to leave New York and go back to Chicago so my dad didn't find out, it wasn't easy and I didn't want to keep it from him but I had to for me and my babies safety. Threw the whole Pregnancy we were closer then ever, we didn't fight, he didn't hit me, he didn't go out to hang out with other girls, he was with me and showing me love threw the whole thing. I started to get attached to my child and became deeply in love with my child, We picked names Mikael if it's a boy, Luna if it's a girl. We wanted it to be a surprise.
Seven months into the pregnancy we started having problems, the babies umbilical cord got wrapped around the neck and I had to go into labor early, luckily I was able to give birth the way I wanted to by pushing her out. I wasn't able to see her cause they rushed her away, Alex kept asking if she was okay but they wouldn't answer him, then everything went black for me. I kept falling In and out and every time I came back and heard something different. The first time was Alex yelling at the doctors to help me, the next few time were the doctors trying to talk to me and talking to each other and then I just saw black, no more waking up here and there just kept it dark. after what felt like a few minutes i see this really bright light and start hearing someone say
" she's waking up call a doctor or nurse" I start to see that the light was the ceiling light from my hospital room and the voice was Alex
"What's going on? What happened? Where's our baby?" I say Trying to get a sense of what's going on
"You pasted out after giving birth to Luna, its been a few days we were starting to get worried" he says holding my hand
"Luna? We had a girl!?" I say excited
"Yeah we did, she's beautiful" he said smiling while talking about her

"I wanna see her! Where is she?" I say trying to get up but they stopped me
"I'll go get a nurse to get her, you take it easy" he says walking out the room
No one else was there, I started to think no one really cared that no one was worried if I was okay or not, as I was thinking that a nurse came in with a little glass bassinet/crib thing with my baby laying in it sleeping. As I saw her nothing else mattered I didn't care no one else came I had her and that's all that mattered. The nurse put her in my arms then left the room so I could be alone with her. She was perfect, I didn't care she was born two months earlier, she was perfect she was so small with only a little bit of hair she had, it was gorgeous. I promised her I would protect her and give her the life that she deserved nothing will harm her. Alex came back in with the nurse and they told me that she wasn't breathing when I pushed her out she was very lucky to be here cause not many babies survive what she went threw so we named her (Luna Fortunata Marshal) she was everything We could ever ask for.
First month wasn't easy but we didn't care we had our daughter, second month Alex started hanging around new people one really started to be weird, he didn't like Luna at all. Didn't like when she was awake or when I was holding her, he started to get snappy at Alex witch he put him back in his place of course but still, he always tried to be alone with me every time he got the chance.
The third month Alex and him got into a really bad argument cause he almost hurt Luna, he threw something at her direction and it was so closer to hit her while she was in her bouncy chair and it looked like it was on purpose.