Never Feeling Good Enough

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Song- I'll be Good by James Young

When you think you love someone you do everything in your power to be what they need even if it hurts you. Even if sometimes you dont know what they need. ~ Kiera
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My thoughts as I sit alone staring at my phone and singing to myself.

I only like those I get close and comfortable with. I have lost too many people to risk getting too close to someone who could potentially drop me on a dime. When you spend the majority of your life moving around and meeting so many different people, you start to realize who the constants are in your life.
Those constant were what I clutched onto as they were to disappear. Maybe this scared you away long ago. Maybe it was my own problems and the need for me to force them on you. Maybe it was me trying to force you to explain feelings you didnt want to.
I was selfish.
I'm sorry. I'll be better. Ill be good. I promise and Im sorry and I love you. Thank you.

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