『 JADA』It was now after school and I was waiting on jahseh he said he wanted to talk to me before we left
" wassup bae " I heard Isaiah say behind me then he hugged me
" I ain't your bae the fuck " I said while laughing cause this boy play to much
" how you gon lie to the people like that" he said trying to kiss my cheeks " boy move what the fuck " I said laughing then wiping my cheeks
i felt jahseh eyes on me the whole time "okay lets go" he said grabbing my hands and dragging me to the back of the school "stop pulling on my hands i dont walk as fast as you"
we came to a stop and my back was facing the wall "you don't remember me" i looked up at him and tilted my head "no"
"we went to the same middle school" he said as he grabbed my hands , i was trying to think but i couldn't at the moment
"its fun its go , you'll remember" we walked up to his car , he wanted to bring me home today and he opened the door for me
he such a gentleman
" thank you " I said as I got into the car " no problem " he replied as he walked to his side he got in the car and he started driving meanwhile our baby was in the back sit
He put on one of his songs could I don't wanna do this anymore and it's like my favorite song right now
I sing the song lowly because I didn't want him to hear me sing even tho he heard me before I'm just shy right now for some reason
" jahseh ain't you still with Geneva" I asked playing with my nails I hope he didn't get mad at me for asking this question
The last thing I wanted was for him to be mad at me over some dumb ass question that I decided to ask
"I'll answer all your questions when we get to our destination " he said keeping his eyes on the road
He looked so sexy while driving
" stop looking at me like that " he said laughing as he turn his head to me
" I wasn't looking at you like nothing " I replied as I look out the window because I didn't wanna make no eye contact with him that shit makes me nervous
" why you getting so nervous for " he asked putting his hand on my thighs I quickly remove his hands
He continue driving as he blast music he would look at me from time to time but I didn't bother looking back at him because I feel like he would catch me looking at him again
We finally got to our destination he got out the car then he opened mines I got out the car and he closed it and started walking
" nigga what the fuck you doing you just gon leave the baby " I asked crossing my arms
" oh shit I forgot " he said as he walked back to me he opened the back door and got the baby out with the car seat and yes it came with that
"Come on " he said grabbing my hands I looked up at him confused as hell because I didn't know what were we doing at the beach
" what are we doing at the beach jah " I asked as I remove my hands away from him
" chill we just here to talk" he said grabbing my hands again we always use to do this
We walked till we find some where that nobody was around then we sat down on the sand
" so what you wanted to talk about " I asked him he looked down at me and smiled
" so I wanted to tell you that I never choose Geneva over you , I only said that to make her believe me I forgive her about what she did but I guess she still want me and I'm not with that I knew I would never choose no bitch over you " he said as he turn around to face me
"huh" i said looking at him , "in middle school, you really don't remember"
I stared at him , as he continued to talk
After we were finish talking we got back in the car and he drove me to my house and he came inside cause he said we need to do our Project
I took the baby from him and put the bottle to her mouth and she started drinking her milk , this baby a little to real for me
" jahseh stop fucking staring at me danm" I said looking over at him , he continued to stare at me it was starting to to get me nervous cause he been staring at me for to long
"Why you don't want me to look at you" he asked as he moved closer to me " cause bitch I said so the fuck " I said with an attitude
"Watch that bitch word and stop cussing around our baby " he said taking her away from me " first of this baby for a project I would never have a baby with you " I said mugging him
Written - October 20 - 21 , 2020
rewritten- july 2024