y/n's pov
"i almost loved you." he told me, the phone hanging up straight after.
as if your heart was just ripped out of your chest, the immense pain and feeling of helplessness rising inside you.
almost.
all i did was be me. am i what's wrong?
as the hot tears rolled down my face, i let out a choked scream. everything always goes wrong. i don't deserve love. i've been proven many times yet i continue to try.
i thought you were supposed to be you and that's why people like you?
was i too much? too clingy?
everything hurt. my bloodshot eyes and pounding headache reminded me of my worth. the worth i didn't have. i didn't own.
i was worthless. always am, always will be.
authors note ||
— this is so sad but it explains how i feel ):
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- desire
Fanfiction- a book to bring out your hopeless romantic imagines for any person, any gender .
