Is love worth it.

Part 9

 Maybe the end of a relationship, or a new beginning for one:

 After spending the day with Jason I took him home, he was asleep when we got there, I woke him up and we went into the house mom was waiting up for us. She said she didn't think we would be out so late, I told her we had a lot to talk about,  and don't worry I fed Jason, he told me thanks for spending the day with him.  I told him he's my brother and we'll have more days like this he went upstairs.

I told mom I was going out to meet a friend, she told me to make sure it wasn't Raw or Smurf she means it, I told her its not them and I kissed her. I did tell her I'd like to talk to her and my dads tomorrow, mom said did my father call me because he and Kelly are coming down here tomorrow. I told her no I didn't talk to him, but that's cool so I wouldn't have to talk to him over the phone.

Mom asked me is everything alright, I told her everything is fine and in two more weeks I'll be a father and she'll have her first grandchild, she said don't rush anymore for awhile, mom said don't stay out to late I kissed her again and I left.

I got in my car and headed over to Sebastian's place I've been missing him all day, traffic is light and I made it to his place in no time at all, I didn't have to use my key Sebastian is standing in the door waiting for me. I kissed him and walked in the house, as he closed the door I started to unbutton his pants he backed away and said we need to talk.

I told him lets go upstairs and have sex first, and afterwards we can have pillow talk, he said no he wants to talk now, I said okay did I do something wrong, he seems upset? Sebastian said in a way I did, because once he saw Jason he remembers seeing Jason at the mall with a pregnant girl, which now he assumes it must've been Falisha when I was going to tell him she's pregnant and is it my child.

Babe it's my child but she got pregnant before we were together, and I haven't slept with her after she told me, don't worry I'll take care of my responsibility, but like I said it was before we got to where we are now.

Jasper! In away you've been lying to me because you never said anything about Falisha being pregnant, and you kept it from me all of this time. I'm beginning to wonder can I trust you, and how do I know you haven't slept with her since then.

Sebastian I would never lie to you, man I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I even had a talk with Falisha earlier and came out to her. Babe that's how much I love you, and I'm going to tell my parents about my sexuality.  Well they already know, but I want to tell them out of my mouth, and I'll tell them about you, my phone rang and its my mom. I told Sebastian to hold on and I answered the call, mom said to get to the hospital Falisha's water broke and the baby is coming.

I asked mom how can that be, the baby isn't due for two more weeks, mom said a baby doesn't have a clock when they're ready to come they just do, and stop wasting time talking to her and get to the hospital my father is driving down now. I told her okay I'm on my way and hung up, Sebastian said he heard go see my baby being born, and that's where I should be. I told him we'll talk later, he said no need its over with us and I need to focus on my child, I told him don't say that I can still be with him and take care of my baby.

 Bash told me just go and he's happy for me, I told him I'm not giving up on us I love him and I know he loves me. He said he does but its best that we move on, I told him I'll never keep anything from him ever again, he said but he's been keeping something from me, he's been seeing someone else.

Bash why are you lying to me, we both know that's not true you're not that kinda person to cheat, you just want me to think that so I'll move on. He hugged me and said okay he's lying but we can't be together, now my child is waiting for me and like my mom said a baby doesn't have a clock. I told him I'll be back as soon as she's born I need him, he told me again just go. I left but I'm coming back I love him too much to let him go. I got in my car and headed to the hospital, and it dawned on me I'm really going to be a father the shit is real.