Is love worth it.

Part 7

                                                                         It all comes out

I got home after leaving Sebastian's house and my real pops car along with Falisha's parents car is in the driveway, damn she's here and mama thinks I'm with her. Pete came speeding into the driveway and got out of his car, he  ran up to me and said he's been trying to call me, I told him I'm not going to tell him what happened with me and Sebastian right now.

Pete said I can tell him about that later, my parents know I wasn't with Falisha and I can't say I was with him because mama called him asking am I with him. I asked Pete what did he tell her, he said he couldn't lie to my mama and just told her no, I'm with Falisha mom told him Falisha and her parents are at my house and if he heard from me to tell me to get home.

Pete said he thinks Falisha's parents found out she's pregnant, damn this is fucked up how could she be so stupid as to tell them. Pete said sooner or later they were going to fine out, we went into the house and mama told Jason junior to go upstairs and Pete had to leave too, he told me to call him tomorrow and he left.

Falisha's dad charged at me and said I got his little girl pregnant, both my pops stopped him and told Mr. Tyler he wasn't going to put his hands on me. Falisha said she was feeling sick and her mom found out she's pregnant, Mr. Tyler said they don't believe in abortions so  I'd have to do the right thing and marry Falisha. My real pops said hold on now the baby can have our last name, and he would make sure  I took care of my responsibility, but marriage is out of the question.

My stepdad said the same thing and they know that a forced marriage won't work, and I will be working with him at his construction company after school and full-time on the weekends and during the summer, the baby will have what he or she needs. Mr. Tyler said I better take care of his grandchild and be there for Falisha it takes two to make a baby, Falisha brought shame to there family and what are the people at church going to say about a deacon of the church and his daughter is pregnant.

My real pops said who cares what they think a young girl messed up, and there's a baby coming his grandchild, pops told Mr. Tyler he better not try and put his hands on me again or he'll answer to him and beat that ass, my stepdad told him the same thing.  Mama told both of them to stop acting up, I was wrong for having sex unmarried, now I'm  going to be a father, both my  pops said it at the same time it wasn't just me,  Falisha was in on it too so don't just blame me.

Mr. Tyler said now they'll have to send Falisha away to have the baby once she starts showing, pops said just make sure  I'm around when the baby is born nothing like a father seeing his baby being born. Mrs. Tyler said they better leave and can this stay with the two family's she told mama she'll see her in church tomorrow, she looked at my stepdad and said she never sees him there. Jason senior told her not as long as that pimp preacher is there, mama told him she told him before about saying pastor is a pimp. 

My real pops said they're all pimps, mama said how would he know since the last time he went to church was at her wedding to my stepdad, pops said and the pastor pimped money out of them too didn't he.  My stepdad said so true, mama told both of them to shut up.

Falisha tried to say something to me but her father grabbed her and said lets go and they left, I told my dads I did wear protection, Falisha told me it must've broken, my real pops told me I'm just cursed with the Williams dick there to big for condoms, and they break that's how I got here. I said thanks a lot pops, he said it doesn't matter I'm here now and he loves me.

Mama told him shouldn't he be headed back to ATL, my stepdad said pops  and Kelly are spending the night here and going home tomorrow, one thing about my parents they got alone.  Mama didn't always like how well my real pops and stepdad got alone they were cool, and don't let them get started on the pastor mama hated that.

I told my parents I'm sorry I know they didn't want this for me, pops said they didn't but I have them, and my stepdad told my real pops they minus well go into the basement and have a drink on there new grandchild. Mama said he just wants to show my pops his new bar, and if they get drunk no dinner or anything else tomorrow, Kelly said that goes for her too as  they went downstairs and mama just looked at me, and she and Kelly left the room.

I went upstairs and baby is at the top of the stairs, he said so if Falisha was here where was I at. I told him just with a friend, baby said it wasn't Pete and I know mama doesn't want me hanging out with our cousin Raw. I told him I wasn't with him and he doesn't know all of my friends, I went to my room and sat on the bed shit one of my secrets is out. 

Now I have to tell my parent's I'm gay but I can't tell them about Sebastian.  He's older than I am, but younger than they are since my parents are just thirty four, and my stepdad is the same age. I got my things off and laid across the bed in my underwear, thinking about Sebastian making love to me.

Mama busted in my room with a broom in her hand, I told her I'm too old for her to see me in my underwear, she looked at me and said she buys my underwear, but she didn't buy me those little underwear I'm wearing now and started hitting me with the broom. She told me stop sticking my dick in Falisha raw she knows me condom broke her ass, I'm just like my daddy can talk a female into anything, if she knows me, I didn't wear one and that's how this mess started, and if I wasn't with Falisha I must've been with Raw again she told me she wasn't bailing my ass out of jail.  If a pretty boy like me goes to jail I'll be someone's bitch, I said thanks a lot mom, she told me to shut up she's talking.

Mom said she  knows he sales drugs and Smurf too, I said okay I won't be around them anymore as I stood with a pillow in front of me. I wasn't going to tell her where I was really at, shit this won't be a coming out party tonight, both my pops and baby came into the room and my stepdad took the broom away from mama. He told her to just go into the bedroom and calm the fuck down, when my stepdad gets loud with mama she just does what he says.

My real pops told mama I'm too old for her to be making me strip down to my underwear to punish me, mama said I was already in my underwear, and she left the room. My pops told me I fucked up, but it's done now, and he'll support me but don't let Falisha's family talk me into marrying her.

I started to tell my pops I can't marry her because I'm gay, but I didn't say anything but yes sir, pops said I know he loves me and left the room, baby said I sure did it this time and he left my room too. I just closed the door but this time I locked it, I know mama she'll start thinking again and come back and finish what she started.

I texted Sebastian and told him just thinking about him and thanks for a great time, he sent a smiley face and said I made him feel just as good looking forward to spending time with me again, and its not about the sex. I just laid down and smiled maybe its for the best that our parents found out, at least one of my truths is out.