Love is War

Y/n Snape

You woke up the next morning thinking about a lot of things.  Your father.  Draco.  Fred.  Fred?! why were you thinking about Fred?  Yeah he was your best friend and all, but you never woke up in the morning with him on your mind.  You pushed it away.  You couldn't deal with something else right now.  You sat up quickly and looked around.  Thank God. Pansy had spent the night somewhere else.  Probably off cheating on Draco again.  Or maybe she was with Draco.  For some reason you didn't like the sound of that.  You felt a little jealous.  But why?  Why did you like him?  He was just a brat all the time.  But he wasn't a brat at the astronomy tower.  He confessed his feeling for you.  He told you that he was only mean to you because he didn't know how to be nice.  You pushed the thoughts away.  You didn't want to think about boys.  That left one last thought in your head.  Your father.  Did he actually murder a Hogwarts teacher? And if someone found out, would he go to Azkaban?  You shuddered at the thought.  You couldn't imagine going through something like that.  Just then you heard a knock on your door, you jumped at the sudden noise.
"Knock, knooock." It was Blaise, you smiled and told him to come in.  He burst in, jumped onto your bed, and laid down. "What's up?" He asked looking over to you.  You looked at him sheepishly and laughed.
"You're crazy.  I was just think about fa- um school."
"What were you gonna say?" Blaise sat up quickly.  Was it ok for you tell him? He was your best friend.
"Well...um."
"What is it. Tell me." He urged.  You gave in.
"Father...I was going to say father. Blaise...Snape is my father." Blaise went wide eyed and sat up even farther.
"What?!"
"Um...yeah-he's actually really...Fatherly?" Blaise giggled.
"I guess i never wondered who your father was.  Wow.  Is he mean? Abusive? If he hits you i swear-"
"NO...no.  he doesn't hit me I promise.  He's a great father.  He's always there for me.  I feel like I can talk to him about anything."
"Really?  Never woulda thought that." Blaise giggled, you smiled.
"Well...guess I should get to classes."
"Wait...why were you thinking about your father? Earlier I mean." You forgot about that.  You didn't want to tell him yet, it could just be nothing anyway.
"Oh um...He's...um-he's teaching D.A.D.A, He told us Mad Eye Moody was ill, I was just wondering what he had." You lied.
"Oh...ok, i hope he's ok." You laughed thinking about how mean he is to gryffindors and here he was being the kindest, most affectionate person to you, and only you.
"You're a totally different person when your with your friends Zabini."
"You have that affect on me, -WAIT IS YOUR LAST NAME SNAPE?" Blaise yelled standing up from the bed to look at you.
"Yep." You giggled.  You'd never told him your last name, he'd never asked.
"WOAH." He said his eyes widening. "Y/n Snape. That's weird."
"Get used to it , Zabini." You giggled.  You didn't expect him to react so hilarious.
"I don't know if i can, Snape.  No...no i don't like that." He giggled a little and smiled at you.  You could tell he was getting lost in your eyes, again. This happened at least once a day.
"Zabini, your doing it again." Blaise blushed and looked away.  "It's ok, i know you love me." He blushed harder and you laughed.
"I- I uh."
"Blaise...don't try to deny it." you laughed hard.  He smiled sheepishly.
"well- Um...i should go." He giggled and left your dorm quickly.  You laughed as he left.  You hopped up and got ready for classes.  You walked out of the common room and towards the D.A.D.A. class room.  On the way you spotted Draco.
"Draco! Over here!" You yelled as he passed you.  He stopped for a second, but kept walking.  You groaned and walked into class.  Your father was standing at the front of class.  You realized Draco was in this class, but he obviously wasn't coming.
"Due to...Unfortunate events...I will be your permanent Defense Against the Dark Arts Professor." Snape boomed so everyone in the class would hear.  You heard whispers erupt.  You stayed quiet, knowing this wouldn't end well.
"SILENCE!  I will not tolerate talking in my class." His class?  You gasped in realization.  Your father had wanted this job for years. It makes sense now. Myrtle tells us Snape killed Mad Eye Moody, the Defense Against the Dark Arts professor, and then he becomes the new professor.  What if that was his plan all along? To murder the professor so he could take over the class?  A tear rolled down your cheek.  Snape caught you and stared into your eyes, seeing that you were in pain, he walked over to your desk.  You looked up to him and gave him the dirtiest look you had ever gave anyone in your life.  Blaise was across the room, he saw you give him this look.  He sat on the edge of his seat, ready to run after you if you ran out of class.
"Are you alright?" he asked gently. You snarled at him.
"I know what you did." you said under your breath so only he heard.  His eyes widened. You stood up quickly and ran out of the room.  Blaise followed shortly after.
"WAIT! I did not excuse you Mister Zabini!!" Blaise didn't slow up, he ran after you even faster.
"Y/n!! What happened?!  Are you ok?" He said grabbing your shoulder and spinning you around.  You avoided his eyes, you didn't want him to see you cry.
"Nothing. I'm fine." You said wiping a tear off your cheek.  Blaise wiped another with his hand.  You looked into his eyes.
"Tell me what wrong."
"I-I...Snape killed professor Moody." You blurted.
"What? Are you joking?" He asked, concerned.
"No. I'm serious.  Moaning Myrtle saw it happen."
"Moaning...who?"
"It doesn't matter."
"Well...do you know for a fact that's what she saw?"
"Yep, Myrtle wouldn't lie to me."
"Ok...Well...What're we gonna do."
"I don't know, Blaise.  I don't know."