The Article [Harry Styles]

Chapter twenty three

"Christina" Looking up from the foot of the bed knowing Harry was back from their concert. Taking a look around the room partially sad knowing this would be the last time I would ever get to do this with Harry. Everyone chose to leave right after the concert because of the time difference. Letting out a sad sigh knowing that when Harry and I see each other again it won't be the same, with my article being due and him finding out the truth.

Standing up just as soon as he walked in the room. "How was the concert"? Trying to sound happy but not really pulling it off. Grabbing whatever I had left to put in my suitcase with Harry grabbing my wrist and turning me to face him. Crashing his lips against mine, trying to focus on how good it feels I couldn't all I was thinking about was how all this was ending really soon.

"You alright princess"? He whispered pulling away looking into my eyes. Nearly melting at the way he called me princess, stop it Avery! This is strictly business. When did it get this far? Should've pulled away when I could. Looking away I could feel myself on the verge of tears. "Christina" Harry touching my arm. Looking up at his face nodding my head no. Should I tell him now or let him find out on his own that none of this was real?

"I'm sorry" I whispered taking a seat on the bed, nearly in tears. Feeling the bed dip next to me I could hear him breathing. "Harry I have to tell you something" my voice sounding a bit cold. Grabbing my hand he smiled and snuggled me, why can't he just let me get out what I'm going to say? Fuck! He's makes it so hard! Over the last couple weeks this has felt like it became real but it can't I promised Karen and Connor that it would be just business!

Shit Connor! I've been so caught up in my work I have forgotten about our fight. I wish I could call him right now and tell him everything! He would know what to do. "Whatever it is princess, I bet it could wait till we see each other again after Christmas"? standing up and smiling at me. No it actually can't wait! "I don't want to leave you" his shoulders slumping. "I wish you could quit and I'll take care of you" his bottom lip turning into a pout.

"Oh how I wish it were possible Harry" standing up Harry taking me into a hug. My heart ached so bad for him! None of this would have happened if I didn't work at celebrity gossip. Pulling apart I grabbed my suitcase and rolled it into the joining rooms of the hotel room, noticing everyone standing around talking with their suitcases not far.

"Christina"! Louis pulling me into a hug. Weird. "It was a fun week and a half, you'll have to come along with us when our break is over"! Smiling as he pulled away, I feel so fucking terrible for what's going to happen when they find out why I'm actually fucking here! Feeling a hand being put around my waist I knew Harry was ready and it was time to head to the airport.

"Ok is everyone ready now"? Liam clapping his hands looking around the room. Everyone nodding, Paul grabbing a couple suitcases and Harry grabbing mine. We made our way to the elevators. "At the bottom before we head to the airport Paul wants to make an announcement to all of us" The elevator coming to a stop and everyone piling off. We all stopped in front of Paul, Harry holding my hand.

"Sorry guys for the sudden announcement of my leaving, I have a daughter who needs me. I need to be there to watch her grow up" Stopping he looked down and looked like he was about ready to break down. "you guys" smiling at himself. "having been fun and a pain in my ass at times, I've had the best experience and whoever comes next I'm begging don't drive them away" Watching as a tear slid down his cheek, that was a pretty great speech. "Now let's get you to the airport"! Wow what an emotional time for them. I defiantly fucking won't be making it any better!

"Flight to New York City boarding" I felt Harry's grip get tighter on me as the announcement for my flight came on. "I don't want to leave you" my heart was racing, I didn't want to leave him either not even knowing how bad I feel with the circumstances. I'm defiantly going to miss Harry and his cheekiness. Fuck Avery! You've really done it. "Please don't go"! Whispering into my ear then planting a kiss on my lips for the very last time.

"I'll miss you" I whispered knowing I will truly miss him! "But we will see each other in two short weeks, I promise" why do I keep lying? Pulling away, touching his hand last. I felt Louis pull me into another hug then getting hugs from the rest of the guys. "bye guys, I'll see you all soon"! Waving with my heart breaking as I moved forward in line to board my plane back home. Breaking into tears once I was out of eyesight from them.

Opening my eyes catching the last bit of what the captain had said, noticing we are about to land soon. Wow I slept the whole plane ride? Why do I still have that pain in my heart like the pain you feel when your boyfriend breaks up with or when your dog dies. I'm in to deep with Harry. As the plane landed I grabbed my carry on and got myself prepared to get off and head on home!

"Where to ms"? Looking up to the cab driver Smiling, giving him my address and we were off. My mind wondering to how Harry's flight is doing and if he's going to text me when he gets in? Probably not their flight doesn't land for another five hours. "Ms, were here" opening my eyes to the familiar building in front of me, I handed the man his money and climbed out and walking up the familiar path just wanting to sleep.