She's My Air

• chapter five

H A Z E L

What the hell just happened. I cannot fucking believe him.

"I was just in need of a good fight", who does he think he is, Rocky? He punched that guy for me... then told me it was just because he wanted a good fight. What the hell is up with him. Defending me one minute, insulting me the next. Okay Mr. Bipolar.

How did this even happen? I've been here for about an hour and a half, and have only seen Zack once. That's when he was dancing with some girl, if you could even call it that. More like groping, an image I definitely did not need to see. I hadn't even seen Jerkface since the bathroom incident until now.

Ugh I need a drink. I know I told myself I wasn't gonna drink because it's my first party since the accident, and my first party in general in Athens. But I can't help it anymore, I have no idea where Zack or Asher is. I'm bored, lonely and definitely not having as much fun as I would be watching Netflix in my room like I had planned until aunt Judie asked me to come here.

Ugh, I guess Alex Karev will have to wait till another time. I just finished Gossip Girl, so I started Greys Anatomy because Sasha recommended it. I'm only on the fourth season, but in love with Alex. Is it sad that I'm 17, at a college party and all I can think about is my Netflix husband? Probably. But what else am I meant to do. Maybe I need another drink... one more won't hurt. Wait am I the designated driver tonight?! Probably since both Asher and Zack have been drinking. Great, no more drinks for me I guess.

It's too cramped in here. I would go to the bathroom but... from experience I'm gonna have to pass on that one. I mean come on people, if your looking for a quick hook up, at least have the courtesy to lock the door. Kitchen. There shouldn't be too many people in there, I mean who goes to the kitchen at a frat party? Wait. I do. Totally besides the point. What time is it anyways? I turn on my phone to see but then get distracted by my lock screen. What is my lock screen you may be wondering, well it's Chuck Bass. I'm thinking of changing it to Alex though.

Oh to be Blair Waldo- ow holy mother trucker apples and bananas what was that?! I realized I walked into somebody. Jeez, what's this guys diet? He's like a fricking brick wall.

"I'm so sorry, I wasn't paying attention" I apologize to him.

"That's okay, I know some ways you can make it up to me."

Ew. And worst pick up line award goes tooo... wait.. is he drunk? Great. I'm just trynna go to the kitchen dude, move along.

"Sorry, I'm just gonna go get some water" I tell him while walking away. Or at least trying to. That's when he grabs my wrists and starts pulling me to the kitchen.

"I'll show you to the kitchen then" he said then winks. Gag. Do people even still wink anymore? I hope not, because what this guy just did was cringey and very disturbing.

Ow, holy shit. My wrists hurt like hell with how hard he's pulling them.

"Let me go" I tell him.

"Aw were just gonna have some fun"

"Let go of me before I kick you where the sun doesn't shine" I glare at him.

We're walking into the kitchen. Thank god, someone will see us and he'll stop. Hopefully.

Suddenly we're in the kitchen. I look around hoping to see Zack or anyone who looked sober. Really?! There's no one in the kitchen. How is that possible.

The guy starts kissing me making me break out of my thoughts. I try my hardest to push and kick him but he won't budge. Fucking fat ass. Okay so he's not actually fat but he's fucking huge.

"LET ME GO" I start screaming, hoping someone will hear me and help.

I can feel tears start to well up in my eyes and the next thing I know I'm crying. The guys still kissing me while I try my best to get him off of me. I scratched him as hard as I could.

"You bitch, you're gonna regret that" shit. Shit shit shit. Okay, think Hazel, you can get out of this. I wish I could say I was one of those cool badass girls who took karate all her life and knows how to defend herself, but sadly I'm not. I'm probably one of the most unathletic people I know which is not coming in handy right now.

At this point, I know I look like a hot mess. I don't care though, I just want this guy off of me. Like the universe was listening to me, I heard the door to the kitchen slam open. Finally. Someone can help me out here.

I try calming myself down. You know, trying not to have a whole mental breakdown in the middle of the kitchen. I don't really hear what the two guys are saying but the next thing I know, Asher is beating the shit out of him. Wait. Asher. Oh thank god, someone I actually know. He's beating him to the point where the guy is now unconscious. I don't think he notices he's unconscious though, because Asher keeps punching him.

"Asher stop" either he didn't hear me or ignores me.

"Asher he's unconscious, stop" I say a little louder than the first time. He still pays no attention to me.

I walk up to him and touch his shoulder. "Please stop Asher"

That gets his attention. Finally.

"Asher.. he's unconscious"

I don't think he even realized that until I mentioned it. He looks at me and his eyes soften. Then suddenly something in his eyes switches and they become cold again.

I try thanking him but I don't even know if he understood me because of how hard I was crying. Then he says something I definitely did not expect.

"Don't think too much about it mute, I was just in need for a good fight."

So that's why I'm sure you can imagine the look of shock, hurt, and annoyance on my face as I watch him walk out of the kitchen like nothing ever happened.

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This was a really bad chapter, i don't really know how to write scenes like this, so sorry about the execution! This was supposed to be a whole flashback thing if you didn't get that or were confused. anyways I relate to Hazel about the whole Netflix thing😁