Only You Always And Forever

Jealousy and Confusion

Felix POV
It been 2 weeks since the encounter with Brooke. I have successfully ended Debbie's operation and now she is successful recovering.
I feel anger is surprass in my heart due to the behaviour of Brooke. She was once my friend but now she is behaving like stranger.
For the past six years I missed her I  always thought the encounter of meeting with her.
But things were not as how l Imagine.
I can't tell her that I love her.
She is mother of triplets and she is loving wife . I'm getting so much jealous  when I see that Eric guy.
What a kind a husband he is. He doesn't even
Came to operation of his aunt in law. All work was done by Brooke.  She is a strong woman and she was always been like that.
When I see her I want to hug her and want say that  I Love you. When I see her soft lips I want to take a into my arms and want to kiss her like there is no tomorrow.
But when reality kick my mind I  just want to hate my self being asshole at that day.
I love her but she is a married woman so I need to back up.
I toss my all feelings about brooke and stand do my ward round. I have so many patients today.
While walking in hospital I hear the voice I dont want to hear
"Felix is that you it's been long time"
I was shocked see that selina who walking towards me.
"Hi it's been long time what are you doing here selina."
"I'm  working as temporary nurse in this hospital for a month baby" she answered.
"Oh it was nice to see you but I really need to go I'm busy" while avoiding her slutty grin I tried walk away.
"Hey baby I heard you still single. Is that because of me" she asked
Oh this whore dont get you hopes up I'm single because I'm in love with brooke.
"No I was busy becoming a best surgeon in this country" I reply.
"And Selina why are you following me" I asked because I want to avoid her she pain in ass.
"Actully I was appointed as your assistant for 3 days while you are doing your ward rounds"
"What then what happen to Maria " I asked
"She is on leave for 3 days that why i was replaced" selina  said smiling.
"And Dr Felix while I'm been  your  assistant I can help you with your distress with makeup sex" she said me while rolling her eyes in slutty  way.
She must be kidding  me. Eventhough she is my ex still I'm her boss.
Before I could turn and answer I saw her eyes widen so I turn around again. And saw Brooke standing there  with her daughter Fanny.
"BROOKLYN IS THAT YOU " I heard selina asking .
Brooke Pov
Today I was able to finish  my work earlier .  because  on Friday we are finishing kindergarten at 12 o clock . So I decided to visit my aunt . I dropped my boys for sccor practice and drive to hospital with my little angle. Like their father my boys love sccor.
After parking my car I went in to the hospital with my daughter.
"Mama I wish doctor uncle is at grandmas room. " fanny said to me while looking.
" why is that dear" I asked from
" just I kind a like him. He is like adult version of jess and bill " she said while smiling to me.
I smiled at her . Ofcourse he is obviously  the adult  version  of Justin and Billy  because he is your father  I thought.
"So mama what do you think. You also like" she asked me rolling her eyes
" No angel I'm not so fond of him (but I love him)and dear he not going be always in grandmas room because  he has other patients too."
" I'm going to be doctor like him mama so I can help mama when you're sick " she said looking at me.
I was so emotional by her thoughts  and it bring back the memories  of him

FLASHBACK
"Dont cry Brookie  I will heal you." Lexiee said to me while looking at me . I was fell off by swing and got hurt. My knee is bleeding like crazy. While Lixee piggyback me to home.
After reaching house he tended my wounds.
I was crying nonstopely.
" lixee I'm not going to  go near  swing for my whole life"
"But Brookie you love swings"
"Yeah youre right but what if  fell again" I asked.
"Dont worry I will heal you" he said
"Forever " I asked while  stopping my cry.
"Yeah I going to be a doctor because I need to heal you everytime you fell off  swing " he said in serious tone.
"Okay I believe you " I said to him while smiling.
"Okay now let's go I have scorer practice so I need someone to cheer me" while standing he hold my  hand while standing.
FLASHBACK ENDS

"BROOKLYN  IS THAT YOU" I heard familiar voice calling me.
I looked and saw Selina in nurse outfit which small for her and Felix who is looking angry.
"Yeah it me" while forcefully smiling  I answered. She held  Felix  hand and walk towards  me.
I felt so uneasy when I saw that . My bold is boiling while I look at Felix who is smiling at fanny. But he didnt let go her hand from his hand.
Why I'm feeling uneasy. I want to slap that slut and claim he is as mine.
I was the first. I was the one hold his hand first. I was the one who kissed her first when we was in kindergarten.  And I was the loved him first. I was with him there for everything .
But he chose this slut over me. but still I love him.
I looked at my daughter and said " Fanny can you go inside the room and inform grandma that we are here and keep company. If she asked about me tell her that i met with some old colleagues."
" Okay dont be late and bring ice cream if you get late " fanny said while walking into my aunts room.
"Brookie he is just like you you always demand ice cream when you want to punish someone" Felix said while chuckling.
"Yeah she is my blood so she is just like me" I said with angry tone but in inside I was happy that he remember how I used to demand ice cream every time I want to punish him.
" so you're mother Brooklyn " asked selina.
" How are you selina you are looking good yes I'm a mother now and what about you . Dont you two get married or something " I asked while hiding my tense.
"We broke up six years ago, and Selina will you excuse us . I need to discuss something  private  with brooke" Felix interrupted to us.
He let go of his hand while looking at me angrily and grab my hand walk towards the elevator.
"Felix let my hand go" I shout over and  over but he didnt let my hand go.
We reach the rooftop  . But still he didnt want let my hand go.
"Felix please let my hand go I'm hurting. " 
Tears dropping due to the pain so I took a deep breath.
"Please  Lexie let my hand go" I asked gently.
He looked into my eyes . I can feel he is hurt I'm felt sad while looking  into his eyes.
I'm the one who is hurting he is th one in pain. I sit down in the floor and started  to crying.
"Dont cry Brookie I will heal you" he said while gently rubbing my hand.
" no you cant Felix Its not my brain which is in pain it's my heart. You are the who is responsible for this . You are neurologist not cardiologist " .
"I'm hurting too Brookie and eventhough  I'm a doctor I cant heal my self, it's can only heal by you brookie" he said.
I looked at him .
"What are you saying Felix" I asked while looking at his eyes he is crying.

" it's always been you. Only you. Form the first day saw in our kindergarten until now it's only you. You the one who can flatter my heart and for this 24 year I have known you I only loved you Brooklyn Annabella Goldsmith and I will always love you eventhough  now you are married. I love you Cupcake , I love you Brookie  and I'm sorry not say it earlier.
But I always want to confess my love to you and I know it not ethical confuss my love to married women for that case I'm sorry.
But Brookie I love you "
"What" I asked
"Brooke i said that I love you" he said
"No no not that what is mean of that I'm a married woman , I'm not married  Lixee "
"WHAT??????"

Author Note
This is my first book please be equal when you reading this book there will be grammar mistakes I apologized  for that because English is my second language.
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